I am finally done editting my portfolio.
I'm probably the only one to put in all these extra work.
Compared to the usual one month, I had probably spent half or nearly a month more to do it.
But it's all worth it.
I really want this OSIP somehow but I must remember to tell myself
if I don't selected, life goes on.
So yeah, better be mentally prepared.
So now that I am done with this chapter. On to the next:
Drafting work and Hospice/Volunteer work
Tomorrow I will start off with morning exercises by BBalling at Banja's area.
After that I need to call JS's auntie for the job and then settle the volunteer work with Gwen.
About the volunteer work. Gwen mentioned about the strong mentality of dealing with death.
I guess I was foolish to think it will be easy.
I just watched Mentalist and the last scene apparently, showed the main having to witness the death of another person so as to avoid to autopsy procedure. I know it's just a show but suddenly
it felt intense.
Imagine you have to sit across or just be there to witness the other party dying.
The irony is that you will be feeling healthy but watching the other slowly feeling the pain and showing signs of pain or agony. It's like watching him or her being tortured yet unable to help in any way.
It isn't easy after all, this thing called death.
I will give it some thoughts but yeah. I still want to do volunteer work.
Less than a month to Year 3. Time flies by really fast.
Sometimes it's scary. Real scary.
But whenever I think again... I wanna thank everyone around me for pushing me this far.
Some of them are my parent's friends or my brother's friends or even my relatives.
Without them I will never reach this far.
To be able to go to spain.
To be able to be selected for OSIP.
So many things seem so pleasant and fortunate now but I just need the courage to face them.
I need to understand that success don't come immediately.
I need to understand that without failure there will never be learning process.
I need to learn to take criticisms better and that they groom you to be a better person.
Yes. Life's still a long road ahead.
I can continue to be a better person day by day.
Just keep positive and always find ways to break out.
Good night people.
I'm probably the only one to put in all these extra work.
Compared to the usual one month, I had probably spent half or nearly a month more to do it.
But it's all worth it.
I really want this OSIP somehow but I must remember to tell myself
if I don't selected, life goes on.
So yeah, better be mentally prepared.
So now that I am done with this chapter. On to the next:
Drafting work and Hospice/Volunteer work
Tomorrow I will start off with morning exercises by BBalling at Banja's area.
After that I need to call JS's auntie for the job and then settle the volunteer work with Gwen.
About the volunteer work. Gwen mentioned about the strong mentality of dealing with death.
I guess I was foolish to think it will be easy.
I just watched Mentalist and the last scene apparently, showed the main having to witness the death of another person so as to avoid to autopsy procedure. I know it's just a show but suddenly
it felt intense.
Imagine you have to sit across or just be there to witness the other party dying.
The irony is that you will be feeling healthy but watching the other slowly feeling the pain and showing signs of pain or agony. It's like watching him or her being tortured yet unable to help in any way.
It isn't easy after all, this thing called death.
I will give it some thoughts but yeah. I still want to do volunteer work.
Less than a month to Year 3. Time flies by really fast.
Sometimes it's scary. Real scary.
But whenever I think again... I wanna thank everyone around me for pushing me this far.
Some of them are my parent's friends or my brother's friends or even my relatives.
Without them I will never reach this far.
To be able to go to spain.
To be able to be selected for OSIP.
So many things seem so pleasant and fortunate now but I just need the courage to face them.
I need to understand that success don't come immediately.
I need to understand that without failure there will never be learning process.
I need to learn to take criticisms better and that they groom you to be a better person.
Yes. Life's still a long road ahead.
I can continue to be a better person day by day.
Just keep positive and always find ways to break out.
Good night people.