Tiring day...

But at the end of everything.

I realized that as much as I want acknowledgement from others

what matter most is being happy.

And to do so is to just think simple.

Yeah.

I was surprised at how composed I was.

i just played like what I expected from myself.

Tomorrow.

morning 930 Heat @ Bucks.

Then after that

do research for KK's assignment.

then also continue on P1.

busy weeks ahead.

Bye people.

I'm falling sick soon.

I'm restless and tired.

...

I just want to play basketball now.

Fed-up with myself.

Why am I doing poorly for my work?

Yes, many of you may say that I'm being too hard on myself

but rather than letting things drag till 2nd year and worst

why not do something about it now?

Yes I understand it's good to relax and enjoy the process

but the thing is I just absorb things so slow.

Normally my designs are mediocre.

They don't seem to stand out at all.

Compared to others, it really isn't anything.

Nothing at all...

I know I force a lot of responsibility on myself

to be a good sensible kid

to reduce my mom's pressure off supporting this family

but this ain't about responsibility now.

It's my attitude.

I ended up producing a lot of crap for my work.

3D art was the perfect example.

I was rushing my model today and didn't finish the paper work.

Luckily, Rosli extended the deadline.

My friend asked me, "What happened if Rosli never extend the deadline?"

I just replied, "Die lor!"

Then i realized it was 30% of the assignment.

Damn. now you see how crappy my reply was.

It's practically known as "Bo Chap".

Haiz. I don't know how long i will survive.

There's nothing wrong with the subject.

It's just... I want to make my work better.

---

Sometimes I look at this family, I get how my mom feels.

She's awesome.

She's been holding this family together for so long.

She's willing to do many things for us.

Then I look at my brothers, it gets frustrating.

One of them is like... lost in his own world or the so-called word 'Love'

The other is living in that world of branded stuff.

They aren't on good terms, making things worst.

How long can this family last?

I don't know.

I don't even want to know... If you get what I mean.

Don't bother?

I wish I could for one day.

For now, I just wanna appreciate whatever I have...

---

I'm off to finish up work.

Bye people, stay happy.

Cheers!

I wish I could be like the dog.

Living a stress-free life.

This world is just full of demands.

Marketing is over.

I'm so damn happy.

but there's still IE&C assignment.

---

The late nights and stuff have been killing me.

depriving me of sleep.

the next 2 months will be P1, extremely crucial.

P1 will be a great opportunity to learn a lot of things.

Jia you!

Memory is a fascinating thing

Looking back, I then realized how much everyone have grown.

Physically and mentally.

From young and cute to all handsome and pretty.

From a clown to a mature young adult.

It's a wonderful thing that we can

all remember all the dumb things we did

and just laugh off it.

---

I like to walk at night

One of the best places is definitely the Leisure Park Kallang.

The huge car park with the amazing view of the night sky.

Totally awesome.

I would always think of how amazing nature is

Knowing that every one of us living under the same sky

The place best for the terrific sky view is definitely my house :]

Luckily it is so much safer at night in Singapore

compared to other countries.

Okay, I'm off to bed.

Tip-off at 8.30 tomorrow for Heat vs Kings.

I don't know why

but I always feel so relaxed

when I watch the night sky.

That's what I am feeling now.
i hope it's because I'm tired...

Lost and just... Lost.
I don't know about myself anymore.
It's just... damn.
I want to slap myself awake.
I really want to.
Or even punch myself if it works at all.

I wished I haven't said anything in the first place
Then I wouldn't have offended people.
Screw this stupid mouth of mine.
If I can't even settle myself, why the hell am I saying things to others?
Screw this...

---

I get frustrated because i am not doing marketing well.
I am screwing the subject.
What happened to me saying I want to do well?
Damn.
I don't know.
All I know is I need to focus for this final assignment.
I have to show it.

Maybe some hardship will teach me something...

I will probably find Mei Sin and ask her about the OCP thing.
Most importantly is the subsidy thing...
I heard from juniors that
in this kind of thing
I will have to withstand the poor living conditions.
Yes, that's what I need.
Hardship, i need to learn something from that.

As mentally weak as I really am
I am still mentally strong.
Ever seen any guy motivating himself before?
Gay or retarded?
Think twice, it's not as easy as any of you think it is.

I wont let life get the worst of me.

I will stand there.
I will withstand whatever shit I'm given.
That's how i start appreciating life as a whole.

Lack of sleep is killing me.

as in my temper

so i seriously need some sleep today.

luckily i can do so...

I'm unsure about my IE&C model now.

As in mine is like... not outstanding.

but whatever.

I'm sticking to it and working on it

while i still have the time to make mistakes.

---

Wed to Fri

work on marketing assignment

Similarly, Wed to Mon

I have all my time to work on drawings and model

so yeah.

I will cope with this.

I will.

kudos people.

I'm still pretty cool-headed actually.

I know I will be busy like siao

but I'm still pretty calm.

That's good.

But what I am not happy about is myself again.

I just seem so restless

Especially Marketing.

It's damn hard to focus...

Then again, i will make sure i get back on track.

it's all in the mind alright.

---

Just read something on Yahoo

there's another prediction that a similar tsunami

much like the one in 2004 may occur again left

some kind of a crack there.

So yeah, the damage may pretty much be

as bad as the 2004 tsunami.

I read it and was like... speechless.

Whether it is true or not

I just can't help but think what in the world is happening

one after another...

---

I read the email from Mei Sin regarding

OCP (overseas community program) to Laos.

Supposed to go there and teach kids certain things.

At the same time meet Lao youths of our age and

Singaporeans who live and work there.

Honestly I'm interested.

Because this can be a good experience for me.

But being realistic

I can't afford it

More i can't ask my mom, she's having a hard enough time already.

So yeah.. I guess it isn't the time yet...

Okay. I shall stop whining.

I was about to post some other stuff

but guess not.

A little nap and then I shall do work.

Bye people.

Work hard, don't ever ever give up easily.

so I will just keep walking.

It is pretty late now.

So I shall nap after this post

and then wake up later to do a little more work.

---

A tough week ahead.

Drawings, Designing, Report-writing, Model-making...

A hell lot of things.

I want to slap myself.

What happened to the

"I want to self-study?"

"I want to get more regular sleep."

Geez. What the heck have i been doing lately?

Get back on the right track. Come on, I can do this.

---

As much as my dream feels unrealistic.

I want to give it a shot.

Other than geography lessons in school

This film called "Hurricane on the bayou" is probably

what made me interested in environmental issues.

It was a film I watched in sec 3 during school trip.

I may not read a lot

But i do want to travel around and see the beautiful sceneries.

Singapore is safe and full of every little thing.

But at the same time... I do think we are a little too protected.

So somehow my dream does stay unrealistic.

But again, I want to try.

Just keep trying. Just keep trying.

---

Because we want to fight for ourselves so much

We become ignorant of our surroundings.

Maybe we really need to let people know

We should put ourselves aside and solve things together.

The world is still dying as we speak.

As i watched the slideshow of the Haiti Earthquake.
I really just went speechless.

The sight of a father crying carry his unfortunate child in his hands...
The sight of bodies being clammed between debris...
The sight of bodies piling up after one another...

I really cannot imagine
how this will happen to Singapore.
Touch Wood but...
I would not even want to imagine.

Imagining that you wake up from a coma
to see that everyone around you are
severly injured or even worst...
in a state of possibly dying.

Worst... I don't even know how Singaporeans may react to it.
After all, many of us have not been in that kind of situation.

the Haitians are also frustrated
they are all hungry and I really hope things don't worsen there.
the range is too wide and help can't be reached in time to certain places.

Really sad...
I really hope things can get better there.
and I hate the fact that I can't do anything but watch and talk...

The video I watched...

Been losing track lately.

I have no idea what I have been doing...

Hmmm...

What happened to my focus..

The challenging week is coming.

I need to stay focus.

Stay focus!!

---

Wayne Brady's album is good.

He brought back the RnB style

Cause nowadays more and more of the RnB songs

we are listening to are pretty much like Party songs.

So yeah. Awesome album :]

Also, I can't help but watch Whose Line

Damn freaking funny la.

---

Wade has been so darn outstanding.

So was O'neal.

Later 9am Heat @ Thunder.

A real tough match-up with a MVP-stellar Kevin Durant.

Hoping the good Heat comes out.

Played ball with Chang Xu, Alex and Feng Bo just now.

Was pretty good.

I've been shooting, driving and dribbling a little more nowadays.

The serious issues are my stamina and passing.

And they taught me some techniques

about shooting and etc.

Haha, feeling so motivated to play better now.

---

A lot of things on my mind.

A lot of them distracting me from my focus.

That's the problem.

There are so many beliefs in this world because

everyone has their own views of things.

It always makes me stop and think,

"Hey. Am I really on the right track? What if I'm wrong...?"

I bet some of you felt the same way too.

I do agree that I am a little different or weird.

but hey

the fact that i get so interested

looking at nature

looking at animals

Doesn't that already mean something?

So no matter what,

I need to continue believing.

Yeah...

Music is probably one the greatest thing mankind ever created.

---

I finally got my 6-7 hrs of sleep
BUT it didn't work -.-
I was braindead throughout marketing.
After which did the survey till 3pm.

Other than that, I realized the library got the
Whole collection of Planet Blue
which is awesome.
But part 1 was on loan, so I didn't borrow :/
Never mind
there's always another time.

By the way
Whose line is it anyway is probably
one of the best variety ever.
Go check them out, you will laugh your ass.

Later 930 will be Heat @ Rockets.
The last game Wade was "whoa..."
played damn well and so was O'neal.
Hopefully later i can catch a good match! ;)

After that
I need to start my work.
This week is tiring. really.
Have tons of drawings to trace
and even more marketing reports (WHAT?!)
then also the Watchtower design.

No doubt music is so influential
everywhere we walk
we hear something
that can already be a form of music.
Nowadays more youngsters are picking up music
which is a great thing.

Of course even I want to learn.
But I doubt I would have the passion to last long.
So I guess I will just leave it to the
talented people
to create even more fantastic music.

By the way, the residents of Haiti are receiving help
hmmm... let's hope the whole situation there gets better

Sometimes life is just confusing.

Again. I felt lost.

There are so many things we
realized as we grow older.

A lot of... complicated issues.

Anyway
my sleeping time has been shortening and shortening.

Looking kind of pale every single day.
Luckily later will just be a lecture from 9-12.
after that I'm off for a good break.

I think I really need one.

A lot movies I can watch in this period of time.
March of the Penguin...
Encounters at the End of the World...
500 Days of Summer...
Arctic Tale...
The Cove...
Totoro...
Spirited Away...
Departures...

Totally awesome, especially all the documentaries.

Okay. Shan't say much...
I want to go get my long rest before lesson later.

Bye people.
Have a good weekend :]

In reference to the picture...
One thing's for sure:
I am not here to say
anything optimistic or whatsoever.

In fact.
I am pissed off.

I shall present to you a question:

Is global warming for real or is it just a hoax?

as typical of a lame question as it sounds.
I believe it is and will be for real.

as part of my assignment now is to
watch commercials and analyze the logic behind them.
I am amazed to a certain extent
there are just some ads i can't figure out.

What pissed me off was the how selfish and dumb we can all get.
As we all know, there are policies now to reduce CO2 emission
apparently, there are people wanting to go against it.

Seriously. How pissed off can I NOT get?
yes, as much as people want to claim that global warming is a hoax.
Yes, of course, there are arguments from both sides
to protect their own stand.

but what doesn't make sense to me is that
I can freaking compare this to 2 kindergarten kids quarreling.

As much as it is human nature to want to fight for your own stand
I am sure this is not the priority right now, isn't it?

Let's just say that Global Warming is not as serious as we put it to be
But shouldn't we still think about the future instead?

In the years to come, won't this issue still surface?

Instead of wanting to prove the other party wrong
suing here, suing there
isn't there a much simple way to solve conflicts?

You know when we were all young and full of nonsense
our teacher would tell us to shake hands and be friends again.
Elementary school... Hello ? ... anyone??
It's that bloody SIMPLE!

Instead of fighting for pride,
isn't it better to sit down
Get the facts right and put a solution to it?
If we dispute over it
at the end of the day, we all suffer.

Sure, we claim we are smarter than animals.
But I don't see it.
As much as animals can't help mother nature.
Shouldn't that be our job then?
If we really are smart, then that's the thing to do.

I won't use the word right or wrong at all even.
Because as dumb as it sounds, the 2 words have no definition.
Because all along, we are the ones who define the meanings of things.
As much as we want things to be right, they will be right.
As much as we want things to be wrong, they will be wrong.

It's disheartening.
Even at this stage, we are still doing this to one another.
As much as we want to believe that Global Warming is a mistake
shouldn't we work together and sort the facts out?

Think for the children.
They are the future and what happens
if they come to this world

not knowing how a polar bear even looks like.
not knowing how the maldives are like.
Not knowing how beautiful the forest used to be.
Reason being because they had all disappeared.
This ain't fair to the children at all.

People.
If we all think we are so smart.
Think again...

---

I was more disheartened after learning about something else.
The conditions of the kids in Romania are so...
I can't describe.
Some of the adults there commented and said
how much they wanted the kids to die
because it's good for both the workers and everyone else.

... I was just speechless
knowing how much the people there don't give a damn
and even wanted the children to just die.

Put yourself in their shoes and I guarantee you
you won't even smile like they could.

---

Then earlier on, Haiti was hit by a major earthquake of magniture 7.0.
as of now, the poor country will need tons of aid from other countries to help them.

It's sad how this world is changing quite drastically.
But as the present generation
it is all our responsibility to protect mother Earth.
If we still want to see the smiles of the children
then we should get cracking.

---

Argument will never lead us to anything.
Instead, we should be working together...

When will this idea ever work?

Yeap.
The last 2 weeks will be a hectic one.

Marketing wise, there will be 2 assignments next week.
IE&C wise, there will be drawings and model making
which this time, the model making will be a huge challenge.

so I better be prepared.
Fight!

---

I ought to slap myself for sleeping in Rosli's class...
I just can't help it.
The moment my face landed on the table, I just knocked out.
Damn... -.-

I know I am stressing myself.
But it is necessary.
I am fine. no worries.

Whatever it is, I've definitely seen a change in myself.
At least I think about studies more often nowadays.

Work hard.
Jia you!

---

Earlier on during Marketing session,
We learnt about advertisements.

To put it in a really awful manner,
it somehow manipulates people's feelings.

As much as advertisements can go to the extend to make people feel the need
to have friends
to have power
to be outstanding
to seek attention
and whatsoever...

As stupid as it may sound... I wanted to ask,
What about environmental issues?
Do they manipulate our feelings too?

Somehow, this whole thing is rather dumb... or brainless I would say.
We are playing with our own feelings?
We can't seem to figure out when to stop doing certain senseless things
despite the fact that we are smarter than other organisms.

Maybe I am sensitive but...
it's just senseless.
While we all have a potential to think, we just keep doing senseless things.
And then we come up with all sorts of nonsense excuse to convince people.
So what's the point of thinking?

Might as well change us back to apes and live in peace in the forest.

Whatever I am saying are just my own views.
Even you can say that I am the same,
I am just trying to convince people with my own so-called excuses.

In any case, I shall stop.

Gotta do my work and get some rest.

---

I just realized I screwed up some measurements...
meaning I have to go school later
re-measure and do again.

At first I was getting fed-up
because I was tired and just wanted to sleep.
Then I realized I was being childish.

I had forgotten that this will be the kind of hectic life
I need to deal with in the near future.
By then, I had calmed down.

It's great at times, you know?
When one start to realize things like this...
how one need to face certain situations and handle my emotions.

As I look around and think
I realized many of my friends are maturing.
They are being more... responsible... in a way.
They were no longer their whiny selves (Even I am whiny, honestly)
and instead they were more calm and steady.

I know probably my blog is boring
It's not exciting... It's so emotional or wordy...
but that doesn't matter.

This is the place where I put all my thoughts together.
Because it's hard to put my thoughts through to people.
In a way, they may seem unrealistic.

This is the place where I keep reminding myself
of what I want to achieve.

Yeah... Up till now it still seem impossible
but somehow I still want to continue.

Okay
I better get some sleep now.

Later I want to go class and focus.
For Marketing (Despite how much I hate it...) and Rosli's class

Call me a mugger if you want
But nothing in this world comes without hard work.

Bye people.

Miami lost badly.
I mean their performance was... gah. forget it.
They better bounced back from a defeat tomorrow.
They can be a really, really good team.

---

Today my headache was killing me.
i was like a walking zombie
doing things with no enthusiasm.

Then Rosli kind of said some things to the class
which shook me awake
and i managed to keep my thinking going in class.
I kept focus for the lecture.
that was it.
that was what i needed to do.

That is what i need to do to achieve what i want.
I need to do that more.
Focus!

---

As I took the bus back and went up the 2nd level.
I sat at the front seat.
I realized something.
The sky looked so overwhelming.
As i got my eyes gazing around, I realized something.

While the sky stayed motionless, everything else was moving.

Perhaps... Or so.
While everything was changing, the sky was the one thing that always remain the same.
It reminded me
just how much I loved to take pictures of the sky when I was younger.

Sunset, Sunrise, Night sky...
No doubt everyone love them so much.

Have you guys ever wonder
why the sky is blue while the universe is black?
If ever there is a scientific explanation to it
I won't bother.
Because even if it didn't have one
what matters is that they invoke feelings in us.

Whenever we look at scenery
Grand Canyon or Great Barrier Reef
The first thing that crossed our minds
even before we start asking ourselves "How were they formed?"

WOW...
In fact, they would give us a tingling feeling that make our hair stand.
The ability to affect our emotions without any words or effort.
That is the power of nature.

But someday.
I know.
Someday, they will be gone.
The clouds that we could imagined to be anything.
The clear blue sky that make us feel at peace.
Someday, they will disappear.

While we still can, we should appreciate mother nature.

For any of you, any of you at all.
When you feel stressed or bored.
Don't go sleeping or doing anything else.
Go to the park or a nice spot.

Take a seat and gaze at the sky.
If you find it boring then close your eyes.
Don't say anything, don't do anything.
Listen to the tranquility.

If you feel at peace
or even that tingling feeling
You are then enjoying nature.

No doubt.
In your heart, you will go

Wow...

---

All credits to Deviantart. i don't own any of the pictures.

A lot of things on my mind.

But they are things
which I pretty much can't do anything about now.

Again, I'm not emo.
It's just concerning.

I need to use that as a form of motivation.

That i need to work harder and harder.

I won't demand myself.
Cause demanding just bring us to do more and more unnecessary things.

I will just work towards something
I believe, or a minority of us believe
is the right way of doing things.

Again, this is just my view.
I can't say anything about anyone.
Because i need to look at myself before i say anyone at all.

Alright.
I need to work hard...
Hope I can keep up for long.

Bye people.

What did I said?
Good D, Wade, Beasley...
Yes. Exactly.
Those were the keys to the win and they did just that.
109-105, Heat took the satisfied win.

Playing with one eye nearly shut due to infection
Wade had 33 points, 9 rebounds and 8 assists.
Just so impressive
Wade is getting the consistency back. No doubt.

Alston was good, he was quick with the ball and his passings were solid.
Beasley was hell of a scoring machine, 21 points and 10 boards.
Haslem's jumpshots are still deadly as ever.
O'neal (and Anthony) played great D and hit clutch shots in the final min.

But the hero of the match was none other than Dorrell Wright.
Heat was dying in the 2nd Q and then Wright came in.
Just 4 steals (all from him) in that Q alone, We got back the lead
By then were on the track and won the game.

Next up will be the Clippers @ 4.30am (SG time - Mon)
Gotta nail that 2nd win.

---

Will be watching a few documentaries:

Arctic Tale
March of the Penguins
The Cove
Encounters at the End of the World

Planning to watch
Earth and Home too.

In just 50 years, we changed the climate so much with all the greenhouse gases.
Deadly.
And one of the affected areas would be the Antarctica and Arctic.
We are affecting the lives of the Polar Bears and animals there.
With the ice melting, it will be a challenge to their survival skills.

Sad but something we need to address.

In any case, today is just doing homework.
So will be at home the entire day.

Later 10 am
Heat @ Suns

The start of a long road trip for the Heat.
AND Rafer Alston's officially with the Heat
really excited to see the match.
If Wade and Beasley score well
and the whole team plays solid D
We can win this one.

Go Heat!

---

Another question popped out.
Am I being too harsh
on humans, even myself?

It's just hard to watch.
How we treat animals
How we torment the nature

It's hard.
It's tough.
But it's a fact.

We did this to ourselves.

---

Finally I'm back.
Internet went down for 2 days...

Anyway. The pic above?
Yeah... disappointment. Heart-breaker.
Wade scored 44 points but Heat lost to Celtics in Over-Time.
I really want to blame the clock.
If it had went on, Heat would have won the game
with a game winning dunk by Wade...

No point dwelling over it.
A tough road trip ahead.
But hey... Rafer Alston is joining the Heat!
Definitely something to watch out for ;]

---

Meanwhile... No internet doesn't mean I stop thinking.
I just think a hell lot
but i like it so why not.
I think about life, so that ain't so bad right?

Had dinner with Benny, JinYi, Fendy and Gwen on tuesday.
Had fun with them of course.
During the conversation though, I suddenly lost confidence.

"To use architecture and help people."
I suddenly thought that it was impossible.
'Wishful thinking' was the word.
I just kept wondering...
Why am I being so positive all the time?
Am I just deceiving myself?
Will I achieve my goal or is it just hopeless?

We can have someone doing free hugs on the street
and people going 'Retarded, Lame, Stupid, Boring...'
Maybe in the modern society,
simple things have become redundant?

To say the truth, I won't do that either.
Because I won't dare to do in public.
But it's a meaningful thing definitely.

In my eyes
Technology has changed the world so much.
Money, growing industries, media and others...
People live better life now.
But has technology also changed our beliefs too?

Like when man exploit materials from the forest
the tribes lose their homes and are forced to adapt to the modern environment.
Have we thought...
Maybe men and animals used to live as one?
Maybe men and nature used to live as one?

It doesn't matter how much we think
because it doesn't change the fact that the world is dying.

Whatever technology has done to the society
all we can do is to just live on.
Even as I typed, I'm relying on technology as well.

But have we ever thought that
maybe if technology hasn't changed the world
the world would still be beautiful now?

We should be grateful to technology, definitely
We can cure sickness, operate faster, entertain ourselves.
But
Improvement comes with demand.
When we improve, we demand more, we desire more.
That fast growth has probably caused us to
forget our beliefs.
What used to be born with nature are dying.
What used to be naturally beautiful are dying.
What used to be ours naturally are dying.

Complicated?
Yes.

Just remember to love the nature.
Sometimes a moment of silence is a golden one.
Just remember to love what you do.
Because whatever happens is a reflection of your actions.

Just remember simplicity.
Because that was how the world was built to be.

That's a belief.


---

Okay.
New thing to take note of.

Especially on a Sunday if I work on assignments.
I will always take a nap in between.
So that when I wake up
I will have the energy to do work.

Okay.
Time to work on Report!

Sure been posting a lot lately.
Anyway...
last night went to another wedding dinner with my grandpa.
think its the 2nd time already in 1 or 2 months.

yeah. food was good.
other than that, i was pretty tired so
throughout the whole dinner i was like stoning
when i had nothing to do.

For today, I will just stay at home
and do my assignments.
Monday night will be balling over at Benedict's house.
Hell Yeah!

---

Well... erm on the other hand.
Miami Heat has been ugly to watch.
Losing 3 straight after winning a few good ones.
The thing is Heat actually has a talented roster.
No kidding.
It's just the rotations are often questionable.
Seriously.
Normally, teams can really rely only the most 9-10 players on the roster.

Heat?
I see 12 potential guys.
Seriously.
Wade, Beasley, Haslem, O'neal, Richardson, Chalmers,
Arroyo, Jones, Cook, Magloire, Anothony and Wright.

Find their talents and sort out the right rotations.
Make more use of Jones and Magloire.
When we need rebounds, put Magloire in.
When we need 3 point, put Jones in.
set plays for him and let him score.

They really really need a win before
they become 16-16...

---

Pondering moment again.

I thought... does South Africans take note of time?
as in the tribes and those who don't live in cities.

I mean... We live in a developed country alright.
We see time everywhere, always reminded of
special occasions here and there.

But they live in the nature with animals and plants.
So when a new year comes... Do they celebrate?
or is it just a normal day for them?
It's weird but interesting i thought.

Another thing.
Love, life, dreams, studies whatever.
I realized many things can be simple.
just that we probably complicated them.
That's when we think too much.
I understand it because personally that's what I always do.
Yeah, i need to change that bad habit alright.

When you love someone
Love them with all your heart.
As simple as that.
don't go thinking how things will turn out, whatever shit may happen.
Cause those moments will come.
But when they come, isn't it more important to overcome them?
Isn't that what love is all about?

When you study
Don't think like it's difficult, you ain't gonna make it.
Just think that you are lucky to get an education.
So you just go out there do your best
and enjoy the process.
Learning can be a wonderful thing, in fact, a lot of things can.

When you have a dream
Don't be afraid, don't think it's impossible.
Because it's all in the mindset.
Believing in yourself is the most important isn't it?
We have already so many cases of "Impossible"
becoming possible.
So why else should you be stopped?

I'm all better now.
No more glum face.
Figured that things had to be done.
So yeah.

New Year means a new start.
So I'm going to continue to work hard
and strive towards my goal.
Work harder to make myself a better person.

I will look to expect more from myself this year.
I will figure out how to work towards my goal.
So yeah.

Basically. This is a random post!

Anyway, I will be getting a new phone soon.
Yay!

That's all people.
Bye!

Lastly, this is the lyrics of
<受保護> by Serene 龔芝怡
Enjoy!