Don't Ever Give Up
Monday, August 31, 2009 @
First of all.
Happy Teacher's Day!
:D

Warning...! Going to be a LONG post!
Too many things going on today.

Went back to TK this morning.
i kind of overslept, waking up at 9am.
In any case, i went back first and wanted to meet with Sherwin.
Took my first step into the hall and i went "Wah.."
It was crowded and so i left.
But then Sherwin called me again and so I went back, this time with Darrell.
So we watched the remaining of the performance.
Everyone was high, kind of a great feeling :]

After the concert, of course it was time to greet the teachers.
Saw Mrs Chee..
Mrs Neo..
Mr. Ngoi..
Mr. Foo..
Mrs. Khairul..
Haha, for your info, I think Mrs. Khairul is damn well liked by the students..
Even I like her a lot lah :]

Then, went to play basketball with some friends and the juniors.
Mr. Wee joined us!
It was damn funny and fun.
Other than that, i think the match didn't went well for me.
Kena blocked thrice, damn sian -.-
Maybe the weather was too hot... excuses.. ha!

Cannot tahan the weather so just slacked for the rest of the day.

Met Uncle Chng again!
YES arh!
Cause i haven't gotten his cake, so i felt guilty.
Then he made a deal with me, telling me to help him do something.
Like that i don't have to buy him cake.
I had to go around with him pick garbage bags and throw away.
Around canteen sia... felt like his servant for the moment.
then got one moment some JC girls walked pass and he was like ogling at them.
So i smacked him on the head, shiok shiok haha!
tsk tsk... dirty old fellow.
just kidding!
Still, i may get him a cake.. depends.

Talked about NBA with Sheng Ming also.
Of course i damn hyped lah.
We both are NBA fans man.
NBA for the win!

After that i joined the 4G peeps and went for lunch together.
Before we left, we saw Mrs Quek and of course chatted with her.
She can't recognized me - . - Darn.
Still, she complimented that the classes now ain't as lively as ours.
Haha! Owned!

We went to Roxy Square to makan ban mian.
Haha, talked a lot crap too.
Bastard each other here and there.
After that Russell, Charmaine and Clayton left.
So the rest of us headed to ECP to slack.
Played Truth or Truth there..
Andy had alot of sick qns.
So we just talked crap there.
Near Evening, Joshua joined us and we headed over to Macs.

It was damn fun there.
We played stupid games there and it was damn funny.
Gena was damn slow.
We hinted her alot of times and she was like still damn blur like sotong.
Okay la, understandable.
I was damn slow too -.-
But it was fun, cannot stop laughing at times.
Samuel also laughed like mad at Gena.

Then we realized it was 9+ already and so we decided to head home.
Actually I ain't so close with them.
But after today, it felt great.
I realized that 4G is actually damn fun.
Great class. Awesome Class.
:]

Part of 4G

Wednesday gonna meet up with the MBS peeps.
Yeah man! :]

Okay I got to go.
Tomorrow morning wake up early to do research.
Oh yeah, didn't managed to jog today.. :/
Tomorrow bah.
Okay Bye.


I know it will.


Sunday, August 30, 2009 @
Don't know what's gotten into me.
whatever it is.
Doesn't matter anymore.


This morning went over to Ban's to play basketball.
Damn shiok after playing several matches.
Shiok Shiok siol.
Need to train more.

After that, received notice from Ying Yao and Jun Sheng
that we didn't have to meet anymore.
So yeah, i just stayed at Ban's house
talk crap and watch retarded videos.
After that went to Tampines to eat with his family.

Swensens.... i tell you... i damn pai seh.
His parents treated me.
I think i am seriously like their god son already sia..
Thanks a lot Uncle and Auntie :]

My contacts and new specs ain't here yet.
for your info.. my current specs got masking tape -.-
Sian.. wait a while more bah.

And i shall force myself to run again tomorrow night.
Need to train my stamina.
I'm damn weak now.

okay.
Bye people.


Saturday, August 29, 2009 @
Didn't plan to blog..
but then again.
nah. whatever.

anyway, jogging was real bad.
I stopped like practically after every half a round.
keep telling myself to run on.
i kept hitting myself in the chest, telling myself to break my limits.
none worked.

fuck.
im damn frustrated now.

i need motivation.

i want to achieve something.

i want to do something productive.

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

BYE.


Doesn't matter anymore.
I know exactly what to do.

I may never know what's ahead.
but fuck care.
i'm walking on.



Friday, August 28, 2009 @
Very sian mood today.
lazy to talk about he things today.
but it was still quite fun.
haha.

some pics of the skies taken by me. Enjoy :]

the sky looks like just a piece of paper here. awesome.

puffy puffy clouds

awesome colors. very relaxing.

nice flow.. err... haha i dont know -.-

One of my favorites, taken on the way to Cathay.

I often carry the camera around taking random photos of the sky.
haha, so don't find me weird.
I just like it.

i still have tons of pictures but that's all for today.
haha save the good ones for next time. hehe.




As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live
- Garth Henrichs



Thursday, August 27, 2009 @

Never ever let the setbacks take you down.
You must be the one who will take them down instead.

Many things to do.
But still can slack.

Kay.

Stay Happy people! :]

Lostprophets - Rooftops

When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say, we've had our fun

Will we make a mark this time
Will we always say we tried

We're standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now, I'm set

Will we make a mark this time
Will we always say we tried

We're standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out

Standing on the rooftops
Wait until the bombs drop
This is all we got now
Scream until your heart stops

Never gonna regret
Watching every sunset
We'll, listen to your heartbeat
All the love that we found

Standing on the rooftops
Wait until the bombs drop
This is all we got now
Scream until your heart stops

Never gonna regret
Watching every sunset
We'll, listen to your heartbeat
All the love that we found

Scream your heart out
Scream your heart out
Scream your heart out
Scream your

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your


Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @
Arlo Arlo!

Life's been pretty boring
but
tomorrow onwards busy.
Gonna work on Assignment 1 already. No slacking..
Not much i hope :/

Anyway, just gonna post up some videos and jokes
READ THEM even if they are not funny.. Please T.T

-
A doctor of psychology was doing his normal morning rounds when he entered a patient's room. He found Patient #1 sitting on the floor, pretending to saw a piece of wood in half.

Patient #2 was hanging from the ceiling, by his feet.

The doctor asked patient number 1 what he was doing. The patient replied, "Can't you see I'm sawing this piece of wood in half?" The doctor inquired of Patient #1 what Patient #2 was doing. Patient #1 replied, "Oh. He's my friend, but he's a little crazy. He thinks he's a lightbulb." The doctor looks up and notices Patient #2's face is going all red.

The doctor asks Patient #1, "If he's your friend, you should get him down from there before he hurts himself"

Patient #1 replies, "What? And work in the dark?"


-
A group of psychiatrists were attending a convention. Four of them decided to leave, and walked out together.

One said to the other three, "People are always coming to us with their guilt and fears, but we have no one that we can go to when we have problems." The others agreed.

Then one said, "Since we are all professionals, why don't we take some time right now to hear each other out?"
The other three agreed.

The first then confessed, "I have an uncontrollable desire to kill my patients."

The second psychiatrist said, "I love expensive things and so I find ways to cheat my patients out of their money whenever I can so I can buy the things I want."


The third followed with, "I'm involved with selling drugs and often get my patients to sell them for me."


The fourth psychiatrist then confessed, "I know I'm not supposed to, but no matter how hard I try, I can't keep a secret..."








Haha the videos damn funny right?
I know I know. Hehe.

Kay I shall go slack.
Bye.


(You can click it and read. It's hilarious XD)

That's right.
Make it go up.
Don't let it sink.



That should be how a smile works, right?

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @
Hey.

Monday.
Watched G.I. Joe with the TDS people.
The movie was darn action-packed. Snake Eyes was damn cool also.
Damn cool, no doubt.
Still, i dozed off like mad during the final part of the action scenes.
Can't help it. I didn't really sleep the night before.
Still, at least a 3.5 out of 5 for the film.

Today.
Pretty slacked.
Played Tennis for the first time.
Ain't as easy as it look.
Still it was fun too.

Right now it's currently my 3rd core module.
the previous block was mad, with 2 core modules.
I also think i screwed both of them up.
So now i better start prioritizing work.



(Acknowledgment to Deviantart)

On the way home, i recalled on some quote i read.
It was saying something like
life is complicated and will be something we will all have to fight through
It makes me wonder...

Life can be simple too.

It's only because of what mankind has done till this far.
Jobs, technologies, media influence.. etc.
It's because we have given ourselves so many more choices to consider.
That's why life became complicated.
Of course, it is an universal fact which can no longer be changed.

Then again, we can always think like this.
Life can be simple. As long as we want them to be.

Okay, enough crapping.
I have research to do now.

On the last note..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAMIM !!
Stay happy dude!


Probably.
Someday I will.

Sunday, August 23, 2009 @
Went to Orchard Road alone to get stuff just now.
And a new wrist band. Cool sio.

Anyway, I am seriously way behind time.
I need to motivate myself.
Focus.
Focus.
FOCUS.

I am so not gonna sleep tonight.
Don't plan to either.
I can do this!


Even till the end
Run with your might.

@
First of all.
I'm way behind everyone else.

I have 6 drawings left.
and 1 model.
I am going to chiong my night.

Later have to go out get stationary and materials.
Nothing much. Shall upload some random pics.

During Shaun's birthday. He look like kind of Da Tao (Big Head) talking business with us sia..

This one. Benny.. I have no idea.. probably trying to act cute la.. chey XD

Look there!

And then, again.

Syakir. What are you doing in the rain..?

Once again, Shaun doing pledge after an extreme makeover.

Siddiq looks damn fierce seh

Shawif and Syamim!

Haha! Reminds me how "retarded" Samuel was back in TK!

Revenge taste so sweet.. hehe. Unglam photo of Auntie Kuang here with her chubby cheeks.

Anyway, those were just some photos from the past 3-4 years.
Awesome man.
Okay.
I will chiong from noon onwards after i return with my materials.

Bye.


Slowest doesn't mean lousiest.
As stupid as it sounds.
I think it's logical.

Let's work hard.

Saturday, August 22, 2009 @
Damn. I am so tired.
Not in a foul mood, just tired. -.- zzz

Anyway, talked a bit about yesterday and today.

Yesterday, i managed to do only the plans.
I was planning to at least do up 2 complete plans but it was already late, near 7pm.
And then the whole stretch of studio was totally empty
so i was tempted by Vienna and Xin Yi (I think that's her name) to go home.
They told me it won't be safe to be alone.
Yeah. Especially since i can't blast music to cover up that silence.
So yeah, I did.
It's like... cowardly. but then again.
Better safe than sorry i guess. Haha i know... excuses :X

Today.
Went back to TK for campcraft.
Basically the main thing is that they are very slack.
We need to be fiercer.
Since Jinyi and I are most likely gonna attend most of the trainings
when the seniors are preparing for exams.
Fierce. That's hard.. - . -

After that went to Luckybread to grab some drinks.
Stupid uncle suan me again -.- wth

Then i left for bedok to meet Banjamin to play basketball.
He won 1 match and I won the other.
But then again, it was because I was TIRED.
So you don't be too happy arh I TELL YOU.

Halfway, Banjamin left awhile to attend some things.
I lied on the floor (Basketball court) and actually fell asleep.
Can imagine how tired i am already sia.

After that went to get dinner and just now
watching show halfway, dozed off on the chair -.-
And yeah, i think i shall eat KFC lesser.
Shan't tell you why.
Just be healthy man. geez.

Oh. And i have tons of work left.
Die.
Die.
Die.

Nah, I can do it.
No worries man :]


不知怎么了
心情突然间混乱
也许是太疲倦了吧

没关系
得打起精神来!




Friday, August 21, 2009 @
Life's been pretty plain.
Nothing special.
Nothing exciting.
Nothing too boring either. Maybe just the homework.

Perhaps a little more laughter in class i guess.
More clowning and joking. That's a good thing eh.

I've finally taken a short satisfied break.
Woke up earlier on to play a match of NBA 2K9 (a game).
and then watched 1 drama episode.

I'm gonna leave for school real soon. I have to complete as much of the drawings as I can by today.
3 plans, 3 sections, 3 axo - . -
So far I've only done 2 plans. Awesome...

Actually.
I don't feel like doing anything at all.
Not playing.
Not sleeping.
Not doing work, definitely.
Just wanna stare into the space and stone..
Maybe I'm too tired.

One more thing... I want either a NEW phone or ipod player..
I need music to allow me to focus on my work.
I need to listen to music.

(Acknowledgement/Taken from Deviantart)

So close yet so far.
Interesting picture eh.
It's a matter of whether or not you believe you can do it.
So start believing in your own ability.

Thursday, August 20, 2009 @
Honestly, it's been a while since i've been so stressed.
2 core modules
and the deadlines all messed up, coming one after another.

Was damn irritated awhile ago..
Now I'm fine.
Can't let that bloody stress get all over me.
Won't.

Been watching shows lately
and
I think this quote helps alot.

"只要笑一笑, 没什么过不了的."
meaning..

"Just smile, and there's nothing you can't overcome."

Well, the main idea is to hold on and finish the fight.
There's nothing that will always remain a problem.

Okay, now i need to rush to school and chiong my work.
I can do this.

Just then.
I realized i need to be more independent.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @

I am very tired.
At the same time, i have no right to say that.

I'm way behind time.
Gah. Shut up and stop whining.
Do your work Loser.

Am I that or am I this..
I seriously don't know.
Have I changed?

I'm just an idiot after all.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @
Hello.

First of all, I've done my deferment... phew.
It's like a huge burden off my shoulders.
Good thing huh.

Next, I should give myself a good whacking.
I've screwed up CnL assignment 1 (only half done)
I've also screwed up Space Planning 2.2
I need to buck up.

Space Planning 2.3 is due this coming monday
Presentation Boards with precise drawings and the final model.
Color and Light 2 is more rushing, by this Thursday 5pm.

Space Planning
Drawings to be done latest by Thursday.
After that do up the proper model.

Color and Light.
Concepts and design to be done latest by tonight.
Tomorrow test out the effects and prepare the photos.
Friday do up very single thing.
Whatever it is, I will do up Color and Light first.

So i guess i will probably lock myself up in school from morning till night.
The computer just gives off too much distractions.

So people who hate me.
You won't see me online for this period of time.
Ha! You lucky bastards!
Kay.. that was just a joke.
Please, don't hate me T.T



张栋梁 - 就微笑了

梦想和现实的距离无限大
靠近却又互相磨擦
美丽的新世界地点到底在哪
每人都有不同说法

我的口袋装满金色筹码
又渺小又是伟大
你睡不着时习惯听我弹吉他
听我唱着心中的话

因为有你
我才想表演
这疯狂世界每一种情节

只要有你
我愿意体验
让你幸福的每种探险

就微笑了we're in love
是真的爱了就相信了
从没去想明天以后的时间
现在就定义永远

就快乐的we're in love
最关心你温暖笑容
走在人群中
能够和你牵手

我最感动
有我在你左右
i'm here for you
du du du du du
du du du du du
for in love
这首歌只为你唱
你现在听见了吗
这首歌只为你唱
你现在听见了吗
这首歌只为你唱
你现在听见了吗
这首歌只为你唱
你现在听见了吗

To everyone who's working hard now,
All the best! Huat (Chiong) arhhh!

Sunday, August 16, 2009 @
Okay. I just deleted the previous post to do a proper one.

Hello.

Work.
I've done the sketches for my space planning.
Left with the Mock-up model and the Design Brief.
Haven't really started for my Color and Light yet.
Only slightly.

When i get lazy, everything starts going wrong.
I will only use the computer the whole day and my work get thrown all to one side.
Yeah, i need to do something about that :/
Yeah, sorry Ban and Ivan.
Every time I too lazy to go out - . -"

Moving on.
I need to start working hard.
I've posted so much in my previous posts, but no use either.
Darn. I'm too lazy.
I need to change that.

Let's list it.
I need to be consistent on my work.
Then I need to exercise and do night jogging at least once a week.
I must play basketball more occasionally too.
No time is an excuse.
I cannot be lazy.

There are things i tried to learn to appreciate.
Then again, when i tried to be open-minded about it,
It worsens.
I want to voice out but I'm the youngest.
Bet nobody gives a shit.
Maybe being 17 doesn't mean you're all grown up.
I am just frustrated to see unnecessary things happen.
Oh well. I will just move on.

Okay. I run out of things to blog about.
Bye.

Just strive on.
I can do this!

Saturday, August 15, 2009 @
Hello.
Hmm... I guess there's nothing much to blog about.

Darn irritated about the singpass thing.
I need to do my deferment by 19th August.
Apparently my account is locked.
Need to do something about it real soon.
If I don't.
I get fined $10,000 and also get thrown behind bars. (Meaning jailed)
Haha.... dots.

Also some things happening around me recently.
I just don't know how to react at all.
It seems like a minor issue.
But also a huge issue.
What to do?
Ha..
I don't know.

Recently my mind's been blank.
Err... or maybe.. Nah I don't know.
Get so sleepy so easily.
Maybe I'm dying... Haha.

Bye.

(Acknowledgement/Taken from ~VenusN from Deviantart.com)

Whether you're old
Or whether you're young.
Well..
One can get tired no matter what..

Thursday, August 13, 2009 @
Hello.

Started off a little for Color and Light.
Then watched "Wild Child" and "No Reservations" in class.
Both are pretty good movies ;]

Then, started off for Space Planning and turned out quite well.
But I had to change so many things last minute because of the 8m boundaries.
Darn -.-"
Still, i'm starting to like these modules.
Wonder why huh 0.o

Kay, a lot of work to do.
By the way, Happy 17th birthday Pamela!
Bye.


Someday..
I hope this world will change to be a better place.
朝向一个方向
一直努力前进
虽然疲倦
还是要熬下去

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @
Hello

Today was fun i guess.
Went for the "Walk for Rice" event with the guys.
The funniest parts were Keith's reactions whenever we told him we were walking another round. He would gave the "W-T-*" face every time.
Ha!

For the first time, everyone was hyper in Space Planning class cause we were all playing around.
Played some classic retard games like "Black Magic" etc.
Also everyone went "Hand-crazy".
Doing all sorts of stuff with our hands.
I only got some of the moves after 10 tries or so...?
Darn it - . -"
Feel like an idiot..

Kay, a lot of work to do by today.
Bye.

Where do confidence come from..?
Makes me wonder.
Perhaps deep within everyone's heart?
The confidence that drives someone to achieve his goals.
I want to know how that feel.
I should start working hard.

Harder.

Harder..

Harder...!

I must achieve that.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @

5am now.. just woke up to start organising my color and light photos...

no matter how no mood or tired i am.
I have to get started.

I have to give my best..
Yes.

给我力量陪我闯荡
也许我们都不讲
把爱留在我的心上
超越了太多梦想
<力量 - 罗志祥>

No matter how tough things get...
I know i just have to tell myself to hold on.
The problem is no what i'm facing.
The obstacle is myself
Just have to hang on and be strong.
I can do this!

Monday, August 10, 2009 @
Hello.

First of all, Happy birthday Singapore! Ha!
Didn't catch the NDP 09 so i will probably just catch the replay on Sunday.

In any case, let's summarised the past 2 days.

Saturday, went out with Ban, Darrell, Tian Sern and Jia Ying.
Bought tickets at Plaza Sing then we walked to Esplanade area to catch the fireworks.
Dinner and then watched "The Hangover".
Well err... contains lots of sexual humor and nudity.
Sorry Jia Ying for being the only girl and to go through all these.
Haha! Take it as a once in a while exposure la.
Again, Paiseh!

Top of cathay

On the way to Cathay

Fireworks!

Singapore Post

Sunday (Meaning today), breakfast with Fendy, Gwen and Jinyi.
Then did stupid stuff at Jinyi House.
Lunch and then Jinyi headed home first.
Walked to Bedok area to take some pics with Fendy and Gwen.
Then Fendy left.
Went to industrial area with Gwen.
Then Gwen left.
Then i spent around half an hour to roam the industrial area on my own and then walked all the way back to my house (Bedok to Aljunied)
Quite relaxing... except for the hot weather -.-"

Nice.. err sunset from the window view.

Nothing beats the scenery of the one outside my house ;]

I know roughly what to do for space planning.
But i think i've been taking crap photos for color and light.
Both are unfinished, i have so much work to chiong..
Maybe i should play a game first...
Gah. I will do my best.

Bye.

I know I think alot.
And maybe... far too much :/
Oh well... Chiong work!!

Saturday, August 8, 2009 @
Di Di Di Dup

Well, slacked practically the whole day :/
2 Assignments dues on tuesday and guess what?
I don't sound like i bother! XD
But seriously, i will start latest like tomorrow?
Oh wait. It's not a question of will. It's a MUST -.-

In any case, I will be going out like for the next 2 days.
Woots!
Still, i need to start working soon, can't be taking money from my mum everytime :/

Things are goooooooooood.
Seeing other people happy makes me feel happy.
That's what I used to think when I was young.
Well, it's a fact that can't be denied.
I'm happy with everything I have now.

Now people let's see.. What's the most infectious thing in this world?

Nah. No, they aren't drunk :/

Somehow, this looks funny to me XD.
Okay okay, still can't get the answer?
What the heck, it must be empty in that head of yours. Just joking :]

HAHA! HARA! (Keith, I found your relatives!!)

Oh well. Yes.
Happiness.
From young till you die.
It's something that will always be part of life.
Seeing others happy should obviously make you happy right?
Now, you can't deny it's infectious.

Found this picture very nice.
The white tone gives a very calm and relaxing feeling.
Haha! Okay okay.

Bye peeps!



Wanting everyone around you to be happy.
That is something that will always remain a fact..

Friday, August 7, 2009 @
Hello. Posting a rather long post today.

Let's talk about today.
First of all. Sorry for pangseh-ing last minute.
I went back to TK instead, cause it was planned last week already.
Paiseh paiseh :/

Went back to school at 12pm instead of 10am because most of the people were going late.
So went back and play with some of the juniors. Still ain't so bad.
A small drizzle came and we only continued playing after Soon Hao and gang arrived.

We played 2 full court matches and i think my team lost both :/
Apparently my stamina had dropped so tremendously that more than half the match i was walking.

The 2nd match was darn close, 21-19. We almost won until they rally back to beat us.
It was:
Kai Xiang (Is that correct spelling?), Jeremy (Both of them are sec 4s), Banjamin, Beng Teck and Me VS Soon Hao, Xuan Zheng, Nicky, Shaun and Esmond.
Good match though :] So long haven't played with them.
Good old feelings yaw. Haha!

After that Ban, Beng teck, Esmond and I went to Kallang KFC to makan.
The place went through renovation. No more free-flow!!
Still, we had a lot of fun talking crap there.
Most of the time, Beng Teck and I were Kaobei-ing each other.
Worst of all, Ban and Esmond teamed up with Beng Teck to suan me?!
THANKS A LOT ARH MY BUDDIES! - . -"
Beng Teck you meaty ass, you watch out man, i will suan you down.

Best moment of the day?
Having a nice chat with Uncle Chng (TKsians should ALL know who he is)
It was fun to talk crap with him again. Haha!
Sadly, he is leaving TK to work in Bedok Town Sec I think.
He's only working until the end of this month. Luckily i will be going back.
I still remember, last time I will always reach school darn early and help him open all the sec 4 classes. Those were in the past though..
I promised to get him a cake or something.
And so I will :]

So many emotions in this world.
But nothing beats a smile :)

@

Supposed to go JinJin's house to paint her room.
But instead going back to TK to play ball.
Sorry guys :/

Actually almost wanted to go her house but Fendy suddenly said," You don't want to play with your juniors meh?" Wah.. this whole sentence just pumped me up!
Then again, sorry guys.

So darn long never play with them. Must la of course.

Okay. Darn lazy to blog.




Constantly been wondering about life.
Whether I've grown up or not.
Still i'm making a lot of stupid and hurtful decisions in life.
From now on.
I'm just gonna focus on school work and whatever is still within my reach.
Not fight for something that wasn't meant to be at all.
That's selfish.
I know talking is way lot better than ignoring.
But i can't bring myself to do it because i just don't know what to say.
All i can ever say is sorry.
Sorry.



Bye.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @
told myself that i won't blog today.

oh well..

Indonesian songs rock my socks man. Olivia's ipod songs are darn nice and soothing.

Oh well. Gonna be busy for the next few days.
All the assignments are coming in.
Later need to do some. Then tomorrow morning wake up and do some more since class is at 3pm.

Have to find time go out take photos for color and light assignment 1.
Have to think of ideas for assignment 2.
Have to sketch some stuff for space planning 2.1 later.
Busy busy busy.

Hope i won't blog too much. Must control.

Ciao.

@
woke up with a sad and emo feeling.
what the heck??... -.-"

Gah. off to school.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @
2nd part of the day...

Freaking restless... again.
Not restless.. just sian.

Today.. I kinda actually behaved like my old self again when i was in secondary school.
During the 4 hour break, i just went to the design space and sleep throughout while the guys went to play pool and watch Ong Bak 2. Once in a while... i guess i prefer to be on my own.

In any case.
This block is actually quite okay... i realized.

Colors and lights actually pretty fun. But i'm darn lazy to go around to places to take photos.
Space planning is quite fun too but darn tedious. Like another MTPre..

I want to do work but i am darn sian to even start.
Later i still need to draft out a plan for Space Planning.
Then still need to think about ideas for colors and light.

- . -... somebody please tell me how to get cracking.
I need motivation... Argh.

Okay, gonna slack awhile then start work already. Ciao.



Somehow.. my life just turned gray all of a sudden. Lifeless and no goals to achieve.

@
Yesterday on the way home. Saw 2 eldery couple walking somewhat on the edge of the road.
I was shocked.
Both of them were blind.
The wife was simply relying on the husband, placing her hand on his shoulder.
The husband led the way with his walking stick.
Constantly as i walked passed, i will turned my head around in case they need any help.
But.. guess not :)
They could find their way.
This is both saddening yet warmth-heartening sight.
Both of them are blind, none could be the better party.
Yet, they relied on each other.

This... is how strong life can be.

Even without their eyes, they could still live on.
We were all given a life to make full use of it. They lost their eye sights but they moved on.
People... we can all see a colorful world. We should be feel proud and make our lives more meaningful... Don't give up no matter what obstacles we all meet.
Because it isn't the end yet. We just have to be stronger and live on.

This is their blind world... to me.
Even in total darkness. There will be something leading them.
Whether it's color or grey or nothing.
It still leads them on.
They will never reached to it.
They will keep walking ahead.
Even though they can never reached it, at least they keep moving on.

Going school already, maybe blog at night again. Ciao.

Monday, August 3, 2009 @
Nothing much today.

Think i may be getting sick or something...?

Okay maybe i'm thinking too much.

Anyway, space planning turned out fine so it's a good thing.

Still... this whole block is darn boring.

Haiz. Boring.

Ciao.

Sunday, August 2, 2009 @
Been so tired.
Damn lazy to go school tomorrow either.

Anyway went to bedok reservoir just now to take some photos for tomorrow's review.



Some random photos i took which i found pretty nice.
But most of the photos were crap..

Anyway, added 2 more new songs to my playlist.
Jonas Brothers' "Fly With Me" and Kris Allen "No boundaries"
Kris Allen's song is nice. haha.

Kris Allen - No boundaries

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!

So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries


Oh by the way... some random stuff.
Miami Heat is somewhat unstable now. - . -
Odom just re-signed with the Lakers to make the team another contender for championship.
Jamario's gone to Cavaliers.
Most likely Beasley's gonna step up to his game and take over the starting small forward role.
But in any case, Heat is unlikely to contend for even a playoff spot next season.
Still, they have promising young players like Chalmers, Cook, Beasley and also Wright will most likely be back better next season.
The team now lacks a Big Man and also experienced veterans to give Wade more support.
Let's just hope 2010 will be a good new start for the Miami Heat...

Okay i still have quite a lot of work to do later. Sian... Nevermind. I'm halfway through Twilight. Gotta finish it in a week or two's time. Ciao.

Someone... please spur me on to work harder.

Chung Yong Xi
13/05/1992
Taurus
INFP
MBS
TKSS
TP - Design
Interior Architecture and Design

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