Disappointment never tasted so bad for me.
disappointment can even be
the lack of confidence in yourself.
Because when you don't
people who probably see something in you
they get disappointed.
You're not just disappointing yourself
but also people around you.
You know
sometimes it's just the helpless feeling.
Since p1 i told myself
I'm not gonna screw p2 up.
Guess what.
Today I screwed up my presentation.
I'm a pretty straightforward person.
even when i show my emotions.
I didn't hide my disappointed face.
Why should I?
It makes me feel like I'm not bothered with my work.
But people always come up and tell you
move on move on.
Yeah, I understand.
That doesn't mean I will carry a smile on my face.
Yet doing that and learning your mistakes feel so hard.
Real tough.
Every stage of life, there's an obstacle.
I used to have issues getting over relationship
now I'm having difficulties with my work ethic.
I don't know.
Every year the stress accumulates.
Because every year you get closer to becoming a real working adult.
Carry real responsibilities.
This is a stage I must get past.
My work ethic.
There's nothing I can do.
All I can do is move on and learn from it.
Today is a pretty sucky day actually.
I am currently having a slight stomach upset.
At the same time,
my parents seem to be on the verge of quarreling.
I still remember what happened years ago.
Please don't let things get any worse today.
Please.