Haven't been getting enough rest
for quite a while.
There's been this on and off feverish feeling
inside me for the past few days.
Shall do some self-updating..
CDI is on the verge of completion.
We've been on a good progress which is awesome.
Somethings happened today and it kind of
affected me a little
but I can't let my emotions go wild.
just tell myself
Gotta finish the project no matter what happens.
P2 however, is on the slow track.
Plan is to
1) Get some rest tonight and recharge
2) Spend the saturday clearing my head and get ahold of the concept
3) Sunday morning help out my mom, after which continue my work at home
4) Monday get back to school and start whacking many many models
All these plans mean
I have to skip basketball tomorrow
and theres this BBQ on monday
I'm still pondering to go or not,
because going will mean a whole day wasted
or I could at the least go for the BBQ at night.
Many things to be done by Wednesday.
I know I can do this
Just need to discipline myself.
:)
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I used to think that I was mature
like in secondary school especially
Because I was able to understand things better than people
Coming to poly
I realized i am wrong after all.
I ain't that mature after all.
I'm still 18.
I still can't define what maturity is.
All I know is that I will learn as I live.
I'm just 18 after all :)
I was watching one episode of
Stars for a cause II
this celebrity was spending time
helping out at a center for down-syndrome kids.
He said something that couldn't be put any nicer.
He felt that he was fortunate to be normal.
And being normal, it just means the more we should do our jobs as normal people
More we should be caring and making the best of what we have.
That statement he made really moved me.
Shouldn't we all think like that?
To be happy with what we have and make the best of them.
It's alright to complain, everyone does that.
However, think for a second.
If you learn to forgive and forget
I'm sure we will all realize that life feels a lot better.