hey peeps.
hmm... its 3.50am now. i can't seem to sleep at all.. maybe cause i've taken a nap before this?
nah. i think its because i think too much.
yeah. been thinking alot recently..
anyway i will talk about that later on.
these few days been whoa for me.
went out with several sec 4 peeps to celebrate audy's birthday.
it was fun though, being able to see my old friends again. crap around with them, asking about how they are now and then.
watching shaun and fendy gaying with one another.
Banjamin eating non-stop, growing fatter hehe.
Gwen being her usual self XD
Hope auntie audy likes her new monkey friend!
Well i guess the best part was acutally chatting with one of my best friends, Jin Yi.
Haha, i never knew we could chat for so long. I've always thought she was the hard-to-talk-to type. Guess i was wrong :X
Oh well, it felt great talking to her after so long :D thanks .. ahem Chio Bu (For once i will call u that.. WAKAKA XD)
Other than that, there will be 4G chalet this coming tuesday to thursday.. well i want to enjoy it but then i realized my pocket is tight - . - DARN IT. money's always been the issue for me...
Aiya see how first.
Now, let's go deeper into my thoughts shall we..
Been thinking so much lately. Damn, you people should have never given me breaks at all. I always tend to think when i'm so darn free. alamak see la... now i suffer.
I've always been questioning myself. Who am i? what kind of a person am i?
obviously a person being him or herself should understand him or herself the most.
But for my case, it's a no-no.
Tried to set a quiz about myself to see how much people understand me and it turns out, i have difficulties setting questions even.
Who am i.. seriously?
I want to be who I used to be, the sort of person people can rely on when they have problems or questions. Now, i no longer seem to be that person anymore. everyone's growing up and maturing, now they can all solve their own problems. It's a good thing anyway.
kay, should stop here.
2 years of waiting.
Pick them up and blow them away like sand.
Yes.
No.
Which one is it?
If you truly love someone, respect her choice and most importantly let her be happy :]