Looking through tons of inspirational photos Nat shared earlier
Really. for a moment I started to question my life.
Maybe mature is not mature enough.
I've thought I was but I never was.
Life is not about being mature. You can't be mature this early.
Life is more about making mistakes and learning from them.
It's a never-ending lesson.
Maybe I just don't know what I want yet.
That's why I can't focus.
That's why I can't do proper job with what I have.
Maybe I just don't know what I want yet.
Because when you really have something You want,
that's when you REALLY focus.
Maybe I wasn't brought up the "right" way.
Growing up learning to just do the right things
Growing up never daring to make mistakes.
Growing up never willing to be stupid or embarrassed.
Growing up just being that good boy impressionist
Growing up not in the "right" way.
I am starting to struggle now.
Only now am I starting to learn what making mistakes are.
Nothing in this world is permanent.
Happiness come and go. Enjoy them while they happen.
Bad things are the same.
Either way, they all end eventually.
