No matter what happens. Just don't give up.

Suddenly feeling of sadness.
Alamak. Why...?

1) It's officially 2 months away from the end of P3 and start of OSIP.
Geez... seriously. How fast time just blew past us.

2) I am quite stress and in need of confidence boost now. I reflected and realized my thought process for projects is always in trouble. I can't seem to get my ideas across during critics and I can't let that carry on. That has to change by next review. I need to reorganize my thoughts and learn how to have a smoother thought process.

3) By right Erwin invited me to his house to play but I guessed I have to pass. Promised Jinyi I would go out with them so that means tomorrow I would have to do P3 to cover up that lost of Saturday. Probably even planning to head down to TB on Saturday.

4) Met Jinyi for dinner and had our usual conversations. I thought it was different tonight. I've learnt a little more about her but more importantly, how time has flew past. She's 20 and I'm 19. The problems we face now are so different from before, all the school and childish stuff compared to now. The problems we face in relationship or process of growing up as an adult are starting to surface.

It feels exciting yet scary. Growing up is such a unusual thing.

5) Whatever it is, I want to do well for p3. I want myself to really develop a more mature thinking this time round.

Okay, got to go. Goodnight people. Gonna work hard tomorrow.

Been real busy lately.

Never really had the time to go out to either play or eat with friends.

1) OSIP to shanghai has been confirmed. Just that the details are not out. Managed to source out the place on the internet. Looked really nice and found out recently that there is a Golden Week in China.

2) I think my p3 has been in a good progress. I still get disheartened sometimes how much I've never really improved over the past 2 years. But I can't let that stop me. I can only continue to move forward.

3) School will only look to be busier. A lot busier. my issue will be my un-productivity after consultation. That is like 3pm to 11pm, 8 hours wasted. A LOT OF WORK can be DONE during that period of time. YES. 8 HOURS IS A LOT.

4) I want to continue to build on my discipline. To continue to learn from people and just learn to be better and better each day.

5) I had an awesome birthday. Really. I was really touched.
I wasn't expecting much for my birthday and I don't usually celebrate it. But nearly half my class were there to celebrate for me.
They made me a A3 poster with really funny photoshop. Then at first, they presented a small cake with a small basketball. I was already already touched.
SUDDENLY, they showed a damn huge cake and a basketball. a real basketball.
What can I say? I really want to thank these people from the bottom of my hearts. It was a memorable day for me and I will always remember the day.
Thank you guys :)

Alright, wanna enjoy myself today. Good night people.

Selected to go to Shanghai for OSIP.

More details to come soon.

Busy weekends. Lots need to accomplish.

1) Still no news from OSIP yet. But sooner or later I should get something. Could be local even.

2) Since the start of p3, someone passed the flu bug and its been bugging me till now. It feels really uncomfortable at times and at times it's okay. Damn annoying. no joke. I hope it leaves me soon. I just want to feel healthy this entire sem.

3) No idea what to do for p3 yet. Just gonna think tomorrow. Now brain malfunction.

4) Need to learn to manage time now. Because I need to plan properly for whatever story I'm gonna write for storytelling. I want to write a good story.

5) At the same time, the p3 lecturers have delivered their first warning about being serious for this project. And I can already tell that this consultation with Derek won't be as easy because he will definitely keep hinting us to think and think. So yeah. Need to practise the art of in-depth thinking.

6) Toenails gonna fall again. All because of a second round of blood clot. sian.

7) Need to practise positive attitude. I realize it matters a lot in learning. When you get all upset and afraid of being scolded or insulted, you narrow down your views and start focusing on the bad side of things. However, when you be positive and tell yourself to learn, you actually start seeing things differently. It really works.

8) I realized I forget more and more about the past. As in I just don't think back as much as before. That's good actually. It's part of learning and making decisions.

9) I can't help but keep noticing the girl from RHD. She was part of that all girls group from RHD during the CDI period. I think the main reason is that she has a little resemblence to Hebe. Haha. retarded but okay. Work come first. and its normal for guys to see girls.

10) Good night.

I need to be more focused and clear of whatever is going on.
I'm too blur and slow in reacting sometimes it's frustrating to me and my peers.

1) Completely remove 2K11. I need to stop gaming.

2) Stop procrastinating. Whenever I can't make a decision, it's gonna be considered as procrastinating. I must not waste time.

3) Be a kaypo. Look around and see whatever the others are doing. That's one way of knowing whatever is going on around.

4) Pick up all the site analysis skills quickly. It's gonna be solo project in FYP.

5) Think more every time. Question myself why and why before I make a conclusion.

I dunno what else to say. Just be a better student. Think more and execute more.

Come on. I must get myself together.