It's only day three and I'm really tired.
Not just physically but also mentally.
Today was really an epic day.
It started off well when the day began.
Then the entire thing took a turn when I got scolded by Suhan.
I'm not gonna discuss it here.
It's really all to do with my mistakes.
Then, there's the nagging from my mum and my siblings.
It's again my fault.
All you need to know is that I backed out from Spain
I'm using the money for OSIP instead.
Then, I was really distracted for the presentation.
Because of that, I was really lost in the entire site analysis.
Again, that's my fault for not listening.
However, there seems to be a certain error with the whole process.
It's somehow not gonna work in the long run.
Because of this clash of thinking, there's this awkwardness now.
Andrew and I are really worried and concerned.
But tomorrow we will make the necessary changes.
It's a hell lot to take in today.
But when something happens, deal with it.
Yeah, I'm tired.
I really am.
I sound exaggerated but I really mean it.
so I'm actually comfortable with it.
I feel that there will not just be a change with the work
but also within me.
I want this momentum to carry on.
I really want.