Listening to Lady Antebellum's "Ready to love again"
It gave me the secondary school feeling again.
I mean there really is a difference between how you feel in poly and sec school.
Maybe because of the different priorities, the feeling you get in poly is more of a serious tone.
Whereas in secondary school, it's more about reminiscence and where you experience many things to come in future, mainly relationships.
I think for me, secondary school days were still the more carefree days ever.
Where I would always play basketball after lessons
Go out with the NP people for dinner occasionally
Constantly daydreaming that I could be in another country because I had a passion for geography.
Also watching documentaries and never failed to get inspired.
Those days are over and you really wished they could last longer.
Now in poly, the priorities are narrowed and my main focus should be working hard.
Time flies really fast and in a month's time I will be entering my most crucial stage in poly life.
There will be tons of stressful moments with projects coming along and also possibly an overseas internship.
I was actually panicking when thinking about the OSIP interview around april.
I was thinking how I could impress the people and also my lack of confidence.
But I guess I shouldn't be thinking so much.
Suhan already gave me the green light by selecting me as one of the nominees
The best solution is to embrace the opportunity and just do my best out there.
It goes the same to the JC people out there.
I will never understand the hardship you guys went through just to pass a freaking exam in 2 years.
Some of you did well whereas others didn't.
It's okay to feel sad but after that get over it.
What done is done, find the best moves next and execute them.
Because when you look back, you would only realize that the best way was to pick yourself up again and keep on striving.
Just don't give up.
At the same time, I've made a few more decisions yesterday.
1) I found a work for stocktaking during my hols. Will be doing that with Yinchow, kartika, melissa and huimin. After that need to keep on job hunting still.
2) Most likely I will give myself a double module by updating my portfolio again. There were spelling mistakes in the previous so obviously I need to reprint a new one. Furthermore, I will be doing this for an OSIP interview so the more I should do it professionally.
So yeah, just keep on striving people.