I just can't help but question myself.
Sometimes I stray away from who I am.
Sometimes I am who I am.
Most of the time I am just not satisfied with who I am.
I am pretty much a thinker and introvert. So at times I really question myself why can't I be a little more outgoing and crazy. Then again, I feel that I actually talk a lot lately, and I feel like I should just keep quiet. Sometimes not saying anything is the best... at least comfortable for me.
Anyway, I have some plans drawn up.
I'm going to start exercising again.
I'm planning to be a volunteer at that Hospice.
For those who aren't sure of what it is, here it is from the website:
Hospice and palliative care is a holistic approach to caring for patients going through the last stages of their lives.
It aims to meet all needs (physical, emotional, psychosocial and spiritual) so as to alleviate suffering and maximise quality of life for patients and their loved ones.
I have to go through interview for that. It's going to be an experience for me but more importantly I think it's worth it because it's good knowing that you can still contribute something to another person's life.
I've asked my mom and although she rejected the idea, it was a weak rejection.
So I will take it as a Yes.
Meanwhile I still need to get a job.
Jeff is right, I mean I can't be this soft at my age.
You learn when you go through hardship and at my age the more it should be that way.
So yeah.
Doing some more work before sleeping.
Good night people.
