2 weeks holidays are here.
But it's going to be mixed fun and work.
Yeah. have fun and do school work at the same time.
CDI went pretty well.
There weren't much praises but at least there weren't much negative comments either
:)
p2 however, needs some catching up
because I'm still lost for the concept.
I've gotten some ideas how to work it out
so I just need to sit myself down
and sort things out.
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Now
I have some things to blog about.
I came to realize, I've pretty much changed.
I've became a much cheerful person.
I used to be alone a lot.
Constantly thinking a lot to myself, about the world and such.
Don't worry though, not suicide.
That idea will never come to me.
It's more about the world and how sometimes I wished it could turned out instead.
My friends I hang out with
I realized i think less when I'm with them.
Nah, it isn't bad.
It's good actually, somehow, I've become a much positive person.
yesterday as I made my way to Marina to meet some peeps
I was doing my usual thing, my habit
observing people and then thinking about things.
The old people and unfortunate ones especially.
I used to have the thinking
that I didn't want to know about the killings
the sad things around the world
I felt that it would be an insult to them.
To those unfortunate people
that I dig my nose in to see how unlucky they were.
Now, 18 years old as I am.
I came to realize that was foolish of me.
It wasn't about the feelings of insulting them
It should be about the need to know.
The need to know means a need to care.
It means a need to understand and then learn
It was about learning them and then taking a step further
to see if you can make a difference from it.
As I thought about that.
I told myself
I am lucky to be able to have fun.
Whether or not you are good at something
like playing basketball like a pro
or even the simplest of sharing a laughter with your friends.
You are fortunate.
To even have the time, the small one minute of happiness
to be happy with your friends.
You are fortunate.
But don't stop there.
Make it worthwhile
spread that to someone else.
Because when you have the time to have fun
do something good and share that time to help someone else.
Never forget being compassionate.
It sounds gay or sissy to some of you
but think about it.
While you are thinking about yourself the whole time
don't forget what you have
is because someone before you left it for you.
The least you can ever do
is to leave something behind for the next generation.