
Being 18 has pretty overwhelming.
As much as the usual amount of stress I've always placed on myself
the thoughts of being an adult just makes life more difficult.
The load and responsibility are piling up.
Few relatives and adults
had approached me
asking me to aim for university
Is it possible?
I used to think so.
I still want to.
Decisions also should be made with maturity.
Such as sacrificing for your family
or important matters.

A few incidents here and there made learn a lot.
I start to appreciate people around me more.
For example,
I realized how much my family means to me
Especially my Mom
She's worked a hell lot for this family.
She's been a role model for me all my life
Even some friends I never really bothered to care too much about
Because I used to take things for granted
I don't know if I've changed for the better
but I will do my best
I had a new idea in my head
How about doing community work
for at least once every week?
A graduate in my course used to do that
That sounds like a great idea to me
I never like to guarantee anything
Because I hate to disappoint
I can't live up to that guilt
Even now I can't guarantee anyone anything
But in the near future
I hope I will be someone who's doing something good.

Short updates:
Sadly, we have to say our good byes to Q-Rich and D-Wright who will be heading to
Orlando and Golden State respectively
They are good friends of Wade.
As much as I hate to see them leave, best wishes to these guys.
However, we need to welcome Haslem back.
He, like our three superstars, took lesser money to rejoin the HEAT.
In fact, he took at least 2/3 of what he could have gotten elsewhere.
Glad to have you back Haslem :D
Mike Miller and Ilgauskas are reported to be signing papers soon.
That's all for now
update more soon.