First of all

Really awesome game 7

They came back in the 4th and won the game.

I have to admit, I hate the Celtics

But hey, I also have to admit

They are darn good.

Doc Rivers has been an awesome coach for Celtics.

Really, looking back

Critics were writing that Celtics were too old to contend.

But look at them now.

They knocked down 3 superstars.

What can you really defer from that?

Whatever it is, (sorry i still hate Celtics)

Basketball has been my sweet escape.
Escape from reality for just a few hours of an entire week.

To forget whatever stress and problems I have in life
Just doing what I love on the court.

You know, on the court
You just gotta go out hard and serious

Rebounds, steals, assists, scoring and even defense.
You need to constantly be running, moving around
making yourself useful to get them done.

Its really free out there
Because if you want it, then you gotta go grab it.
And for me, I want it.
What really matters to me most
is that I'm doing something I love out there.

Of course
when the basketball session ends, it's back to reality
I cannot escape it
No one can. You can't run forever.
Some point in time
You gotta face them and come to a conclusion.

I find it hard to put it in words.
Whatever I will say is probably something
everybody knows.

Things about getting a job, earning cash
Helping out the family.
Things about really making a difference now
building stepping stones for your career in the future.
Instead of thinking about basketball all the time.

If you know me well enough
More than half of the time whenever I'm free
I'm either
1) checking NBA news
2) watching NBA mix on youtube
3) Playing real basketball or NBA 2K9
4) watching NBA matches
5) Searching for basketball documentaries or movies

And I know my friends
even my basketball buddies
get annoyed with my overly-passionate side of basketball
They probably just don't answer
or change their topics every time.
But hey I really appreciate them for even listening to me.


My stubborn side is killing me
I can tell.
I know I am learning things the hard way
Even maybe hurting some people along the way.

I am a selfish guy I come to realize.
I am ignorant I come to realize.
Many of the bad things.
It's not really about thinking on the positive now.

Because I think I've been way too positive in life.
Like always thinking I'm nice
I'm friendly
I'm understanding
these and that.

I probably live in such a manner I think everything that happens around me
will never be bad.
I find it hard to accept things, things bad about me.
Not as in I can't take criticisms but
more or less like
"Why am I so selfish? Why am I so..."
Things like that... I will keep thinking about them.

I am like a lost little boy now.
I'm 18 and many things will be coming at me.
Not too many nice ones I will have to think.
I've never been so lost before.

Nothing much to say.
So yeah. Good bye.