What make others so much a happier person than me?
I guess the answer for me is easy.
They choose to see the happy things and block out the unnecessary.
So... that basically means that
I'm an idiot to be such an emo kid?
I can't seem to avoid the unnecessary
because I always feel that if I don't bother
who else will?
It's like a huge pressure to be as though
you're putting the whole world's problems on your own.
Then someone else comes along
tap you and tell you in your face
"Why are you bothering so much? Someone else will handle this, so go out there
and have fun!"
So... basically answer me this question.
Has anyone EVER answered the call?
Why is it that the answer can't be this
"Hey dude, you can't handle this alone. I'm gonna stand by you. Let's do it together."
Now you see why I always can't get myself
to have that BS 'bo chap' attitude.
It's like a flu.
When one person doesn't bother, the rest follow
they may always reply 'someone else will handle this'
I mean... isn't this the same
as how we always give a similar excuse to say that
eventually things will be done.
Right.
Most of the time, they don't.
Oh well.
I will continue to live a optimistic life
and continue to find a way out of things.
I will. I am not that weak.
I wished at times
I was born as a Black
That way I could play basketball for life
Living in the streets and a poor life
may be tough
but they make you understand and appreciate things better.
ps. At times I also wished I could soar.
That I could fly and just act freely.