I hate it when my mom starts nagging.
I can understand that she's tired from work.
But I'm also tired from a whole day at school.
To come home and get nagged at is obviously
the least I would really want.
Then of course, I kept quiet.
Best to avoid a conflict.
Growing up is a complicated thing.
But I think I'm on the right track.
Best of all is that I'm enjoying things I do and the people I hang out with.
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Remember about me saying wanting to go to uni?
I am thinking maybe I should drop that idea.
Because I'm tired. I don't think I will ever catch up.
The standard set is just rising.
I mean... You just get so easily disheartened.
At times you wanna blame them for doing so much extra work,
making others' work look so lousy.
But the truth is that you can't.
Because it's your fault that you didn't put in that extra effort.
It's frustrating. It really is.
Why is everyone so eager to survive?
Why? Why? Why?
We just keep moving forward and never seemed to realize
we may be killing ourselves at the end of all these.