No matter what happens. Just don't give up.

Finally Weekends!

Time for a long post and reflection.

Over the past weeks

I've seen yet many examples of how complicated

the human relationship can get, even from myself.

As much as I personally hate it

it is a fact we have got to live with.

That's why there are socializing classes etc, etc,

for people like me who can't seem to socialize well.

There will be likes and dislikes every time

We can't change and avoid that.

But we can always decide how we can deal with them.

It's all about decisions, many things are.

For myself, maybe I am arrogant at times that I may not realized.

Because I don't like to have disputes with people.

At times if people say I'm at fault for something

I may not take it very well because

I've been living all my life with the mindset that

if any fights happen, it's never my fault.

Because I have never been the one to start a fight.

Get what I mean?

Very often, many of us do things unconsciously.

Unconscious for so long, certain things become a habit.

The past month has been devastating for me.

I've been plagued with the lack of motivation.

I've never reached that stage before, never that frustrating.

I was lost.

I felt that I've chosen the wrong path and now

it just seems hard to reverse anything.

Then, after looking at everything and thinking.

I realized it eventually led to good things.

I was on the verge of giving up.

Not handing up a 20% assignment at all.

Because I was deprived of sleep.

Because I had to put double hours to redo the files I lost

after a unfortunate incident.

Because I had many things left undone.

Then things took a turn.

Normally, its best to motivate and say don't give up.

My friends didn't do that.

There was no words but only actions.

Thanks to them, they pulled me back to the person I used to be

The optimistic hard-worker I used to be.

It was then I realized

For so long, I have been relying on myself so much

I forgot what it meant to ask for help when in need.

They made me realized that.

It was all thanks to them :)

I handed up my work on time

and Italian went smoothly.

I also know what I want next.

Creative Writing and Psychology.

Guess it's about time I remind myself
of my goal.

Last but not least.
Despite all the attention on the Final 4 teams in the playoffs
I'm also excited about the Miami Heat.
Next season will be one to look out for.
Because I'm starting to see what they meant by
Miami being the most attractiv0 location to free agents.

Raja Bell, excellent 3pt-shooter and defender
has made himself available to Miami Heat.

Joe Johnson, the face of the Atlanta Hawks, has made it
clear that he don't mind being 2nd or 3rd option
as long as he's on a winning team.

Heat fans have been doing EVERYTHING they can to keep Wade.
First it was signing the petition to ask Wade to stay.
Then it was the opening of the web
- www.wewantwade.com -

With all these excitement
I really don't know what to expect next.

We will definitely keep Wade if Riley makes the right moves.
But this time it's for a championship team
that last at least a decade.

Let's just wait and see.
Meanwhile we can enjoy the playoffs
:D

Let the games begin!!

Life's like a jigsaw puzzle
You go through tough times to get the right pieces together
But at the end of it
You get satisfaction beyond imagination.

Today's gonna be another awesome day :D