Ciao!
Once again, I'm left in the thinking mood.
Thinking about many, many things
but I shall not touch on them here.
One of the many things, however,
is again my course.
Today
I practically doodled my way through the lecture.
This is the first time I've chosen not to pay
attention in class since sec 4 life.
I know very clearly what's the problem
But there can't seem to be any solutions.
The problem is...
I will NEVER put in 100% into my work
if I am
NEVER convinced that this course will be my future career.
Give up take another course?
Easier said than done.
Continue the course?
What's the use if I can't get myself to put in my best?
Yeap.
Tough huh?
Nevermind.
Gonna watch a movie now
get some sleep
and then wake up later to study for Italian quiz.
Ciao.
I will look back and smile
Because what belongs there stays there.
Everyone thinks about their past
Who doesn't?
But I just want to be grateful that those were the moments
which made me who I am now.
From families to friends,
They have shaped me to become who I am.
Life will be better :]
ps. Not everything is possible.
It's just a lie for kids.
Damn. But I still really want a CCA.