Waiting for the dreadful rain to stop.
I have a huge flaw
something very few people can see
because I guess
I don't usually show it.
The flaw?
Hatred and anger.
Sounds pretty serious.
if you know me well enough
I don't get really angry that easily.
So of course if that happens
it means something isn't right.
I'm not saying I am always right
but I will always try my best to tolerate
and avoid any conflicts possible.
But I can get really annoyed
if it happens over and over again.
And when that happens
I start to despise that person
and whatever he do will never be right.
The worst thing is that
even though in my heart I can see something good in that person
That person will remain on the black list.
Yes, no matter how,
it seems impossible for me to accept that person.
I'm not aiming at anyone here.
But just addressing a problem of mine
which been around for long.
But like I said
I just somehow can't bring myself to accept that person anymore.
Yeah. Hopefully
it is something I can deal as I mature.
I know very well how much I hate conflicts.
Damn.
I hate Celtics so much.
I can't deny they are good.
But they trash-talking and pride are getting on my nerves.
Shut up and play the game.
Don't bring so much trash-talk into the game you love dammit.
and
to think i used to respect them so much.
Alright.
Rain is going away
Off to play ball!