Im angry.
Yes I'm more angry than sad or emo or whatever.
But I'm just going to complain and rant here.
Seriously
i just felt that I was played around by a fool.
I really wanted to give up and I almost did 2 months ago.
then you drew back my attention.
I thought maybe there is a chance to turn things back.
When I tried and failed
I am fine with it
I'm a guy, this is what I need to take and move on.
But the comments?
I'm offended or even hurt by them.
First of all, you kept dwelling over it
Then, i thought of giving another try
Next, you thought again and reject
Last, you say there are better guys out there.
I understand, i can put down my pride and tell myself to move on.
But what is this?
To be played around with?
I can call myself stupid, for dwelling over things
I can call myself stupid for being for having this one-sided feeling
To you, this may be the most relieve moment ever
because you feel that you can finally let go and move on.
I am happy and I can respect that
But don't do that to another person.
Because that feeling sucks
That feeling that you've been played around with, unintentionally
it really, really angers the person.
What you need to learn from this is not
to let go and move on
what you need to learn is to be decisive
when you like that person, you show obvious intentions
Yes, i agree that girls may be more sensitive
and want guys to understand their hidden messages
but guys ARE NOT SUPERMAN.
we sometimes just don't get things.
if you really want something, sometimes you need to let them know.
At the end of this
I guess I can call myself stupid for dwelling over things
but i shall keep quiet in reality to maintain this situation.
This is probably the best and
no matter what
we are still friends.