Got criticized like crazy by Suhan.
But I didn't argue cause she said the right thing.

I didn't dwell over it for too long
Even though it was the final presentation.
Because at least my holidays are here.

I realized I have been more hyperactive than ever lately.
I do retarded things and started behaving like a crazy fellow.
Am I maturing or changing?

But I'm the 'normal' me now.
Probably because all the stress have drained me up... mentally.

However, I just want to touch on a rather serious topic.

Somehow, I seriously felt that I will have the chances
of aiming for university.
I don't think this is called thinking too early
That day will come...
Why not now?

However, I wasn't too happy thinking about it.
I mean, that's when you have to be serious about everything.

You have to throw everything aside
your friends, your fun time, your life

It's not exaggerating.
From what I can see so far, this job needs good discipline and mental toughness.
If not, you're only going to suffer, serious.

At this point in time
I really cannot figure out how I can do that.

I don't see how I can sacrifice many things.
All the good students like Jeff and Fea
They are not only good but focused.
They can spend hours working on something over and over again...
JUST to get them perfect.

I don't know how I can be like them yet.
I really don't.
But I don't have time to play either. I will need to make a choice soon.

Okay, real drained.
Off to sleep.