I am not happy with myself
because I can't seem to focus when I want to.
:/

some say its being too hard on myself.
Oh well...

Anyway
need to buck up

Sometimes I feel awesome to be in this course
because it's really cool and
you get motivated every time you see your work on the way to completion.
but it's just hard to focus
because it really tires your mind out.

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I don't hate the fact that I am more sensitive and aware of things
because I am born that way
to be able to detect people's feelings
and able to understand situations better

I realized it's never possible to understand everything
some things are just meant to be

so perhaps we should be contented
and just keep things the way they are.

Perhaps too much science
may really torment this world.

Perhaps so...