Critic Two was screwed up.

Honestly speaking, I am confused.
I don't know what to do anymore.

In some way I want to blame the lecturers
but in another, I felt that it was my fault.

But I am confused.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
I don't want to start again, considering this and that factors,
but to end up having to redo everything again.

Whatever for now.
I just want my sleep.

But you know what sucks the most?

It's the feeling that

you know what is right to do but yet you just can't get it done right.

Contradicting?
Go figure out what it means.