Finally I'm back.
Internet went down for 2 days...

Anyway. The pic above?
Yeah... disappointment. Heart-breaker.
Wade scored 44 points but Heat lost to Celtics in Over-Time.
I really want to blame the clock.
If it had went on, Heat would have won the game
with a game winning dunk by Wade...

No point dwelling over it.
A tough road trip ahead.
But hey... Rafer Alston is joining the Heat!
Definitely something to watch out for ;]

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Meanwhile... No internet doesn't mean I stop thinking.
I just think a hell lot
but i like it so why not.
I think about life, so that ain't so bad right?

Had dinner with Benny, JinYi, Fendy and Gwen on tuesday.
Had fun with them of course.
During the conversation though, I suddenly lost confidence.

"To use architecture and help people."
I suddenly thought that it was impossible.
'Wishful thinking' was the word.
I just kept wondering...
Why am I being so positive all the time?
Am I just deceiving myself?
Will I achieve my goal or is it just hopeless?

We can have someone doing free hugs on the street
and people going 'Retarded, Lame, Stupid, Boring...'
Maybe in the modern society,
simple things have become redundant?

To say the truth, I won't do that either.
Because I won't dare to do in public.
But it's a meaningful thing definitely.

In my eyes
Technology has changed the world so much.
Money, growing industries, media and others...
People live better life now.
But has technology also changed our beliefs too?

Like when man exploit materials from the forest
the tribes lose their homes and are forced to adapt to the modern environment.
Have we thought...
Maybe men and animals used to live as one?
Maybe men and nature used to live as one?

It doesn't matter how much we think
because it doesn't change the fact that the world is dying.

Whatever technology has done to the society
all we can do is to just live on.
Even as I typed, I'm relying on technology as well.

But have we ever thought that
maybe if technology hasn't changed the world
the world would still be beautiful now?

We should be grateful to technology, definitely
We can cure sickness, operate faster, entertain ourselves.
But
Improvement comes with demand.
When we improve, we demand more, we desire more.
That fast growth has probably caused us to
forget our beliefs.
What used to be born with nature are dying.
What used to be naturally beautiful are dying.
What used to be ours naturally are dying.

Complicated?
Yes.

Just remember to love the nature.
Sometimes a moment of silence is a golden one.
Just remember to love what you do.
Because whatever happens is a reflection of your actions.

Just remember simplicity.
Because that was how the world was built to be.

That's a belief.


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