I've never been so bothered or upset about anything before.

not with that something but also myself.

I've always been tolerant... always been hanging on till the end.

I never wanted to quit at anything because
I feel that quitting is never the best option.

If you quit, you will never learn anything
that's how i feel.

But I know recently i've changed.
I've thought about it so many times.
whether bad or good... neither are right.

The answer is simply that no one's perfect.
Everyone makes mistakes.

I miss my old life.
Having to meet friends, basketball and stuff.
Earning money is good but i think probably not at this time.
During holidays definitely but not now.
I want my old life back.

I've always tried to appreciate life.
Feeling fortunate to even lead this normal life.
Being optimistic, self motivating.
Even talking to myself just to get myself moving.
All these may be sides of me you guys never know.

The Me whom you guys know is probably
a lazy, clumsy, irritating and sometimes a joker.
But the fact is that I do think a lot.

As of now, I've decided.
I'm gonna just walk away from it.
I just want my old life back.