Hols are up and its only been good and nothing short.
Saturday was basketball session.
Haha, well.. still trying to get feel of my shot
I really REALLY am not consistent
I have been shooting in different ways.
Oh well. Play more then :]
Then Sun was BBQ.
Well it didn't turned out too fun.
Still, no problem starting fire
And at least we got to meet each other.
That's good enough.
Things like these don't come that often, definitely.
Tomorrow is gym.
Yeah. i need some more muscles inserted into my skinny body.
Maybe going Chang Xu house to play 2k10. MAYBE only.
And my bro's friend's parents already know that i wanna trying out
at their company during the long break.
Hopefully it's successful.
As long as it helps me in my course, I'm fine with it.
Also, somewhere along this break.
I will probably just stuff myself in the library one day
and read architecture books.
Cannot waste everyday playing and slacking -.-
I know I may sound selfish or whatever shit for quitting current job.
people may say like..
I'm lazy, I'm this I'm that.
Sorry but I have my reasons.
I want to enjoy while i still can.
As simple as that.
If you think again, I'm 17 and studying
but hey
I wont have any reasons to not work when I hit my 20s right?
So why not enjoy before i hit the army and then its manhood?
I can say i definitely will work during the long breaks
but not now.
I think its much easier and better a life for me to school when schooling
and work only when necessary.
It's my life.
I know i get soft-hearted easily and just do things for people.
But i'm not like that now.
I can help out and work the hell out of me
but in the end,
i tired myself out like shit and get fed-up.
Why go on like that right?
I'm not angry at anyone but there's just a limit to everything.
I can help and help and keep hanging on like
you guys tell me to, like "if others can do it, so can you."
I will break down when i reached my limit.
I ain't superman.
I am still myself no matter what they say.
But still, i really appreciate the things i've learnt there.
Again, i am not angry at anyone.
I'm just voicing out my reasons.
It's just a part time. Even my bro switched like tons of jobs.
so yeah.
Shall sleep.
bye.