Decided to edit my post.
I don't wanna end 2009 like this.
but hate the fact that i answered that bloody call.
seriously.
It totally ruined my mood for today.
even decided not to meet my classmates today.
...
...
...
never mind.
2009?
well, it was hell of a ride.
that's what it's like being 17 years old.
been through quite a lot of things
and came to understand a lot more.
and of course, a lot more i have yet to learn.
How shall I put it?
Everything seemed smooth at the start
until the problems came.
I went through relationship issues.
That really really made me think a hell lot.
To my ex, I may have done stupid things a lot.
but thank you for all you have done.
It was a short journey but a memorable one.
I wish you all the best and a happy new year :]
Then School began and a new life started.
At first I was unsure of myself.
Or rather, I was my lazy self.
My results went from okay to bad.
I ended my first semester with 3 Cs.
So yeah, understand the situation?
The environment in Poly was different.
In fact, I was kind of stuck.
I just didn't know who I am.
Then moving towards the 2nd semester,
I just really thought so much.
I looked at my results.
I looked at myself.
I had conflicts with friends, I had this and that.
I figured out that I had to get myself out of this shit.
Then somehow I found a way through.
I figured that I had to be myself.
I wanted to just do things I felt comfortable with.
Of course, not being selfish in a way.
I didn't wanna do things just because others are doing so.
I wanted to do it only when I really want to.
I may not be there yet but i will keep trying.
I somehow have a dream I want to work towards.
Things can happen all of a sudden.
Those are beyond our control but no matter what.
I will keep trying.
Failures can be accepted, but not trying is unacceptable.
As said by Michael Jordan.
So in short
2009 was a pretty amazing one.
I had so many things to think about
and somehow I am still figuring a way out.
More to come in 2010.
In any case, that's all I shall say.
Have a happy holiday and
a Happy New Year people
I don't wanna end 2009 like this.
but hate the fact that i answered that bloody call.
seriously.
It totally ruined my mood for today.
even decided not to meet my classmates today.
...
...
...
never mind.
2009?
well, it was hell of a ride.
that's what it's like being 17 years old.
been through quite a lot of things
and came to understand a lot more.
and of course, a lot more i have yet to learn.
How shall I put it?
Everything seemed smooth at the start
until the problems came.
I went through relationship issues.
That really really made me think a hell lot.
To my ex, I may have done stupid things a lot.
but thank you for all you have done.
It was a short journey but a memorable one.
I wish you all the best and a happy new year :]
Then School began and a new life started.
At first I was unsure of myself.
Or rather, I was my lazy self.
My results went from okay to bad.
I ended my first semester with 3 Cs.
So yeah, understand the situation?
The environment in Poly was different.
In fact, I was kind of stuck.
I just didn't know who I am.
Then moving towards the 2nd semester,
I just really thought so much.
I looked at my results.
I looked at myself.
I had conflicts with friends, I had this and that.
I figured out that I had to get myself out of this shit.
Then somehow I found a way through.
I figured that I had to be myself.
I wanted to just do things I felt comfortable with.
Of course, not being selfish in a way.
I didn't wanna do things just because others are doing so.
I wanted to do it only when I really want to.
I may not be there yet but i will keep trying.
I somehow have a dream I want to work towards.
Things can happen all of a sudden.
Those are beyond our control but no matter what.
I will keep trying.
Failures can be accepted, but not trying is unacceptable.
As said by Michael Jordan.
So in short
2009 was a pretty amazing one.
I had so many things to think about
and somehow I am still figuring a way out.
More to come in 2010.
In any case, that's all I shall say.
Have a happy holiday and
a Happy New Year people
