Somehow, i'm starting to feel very sian of the module already.
It's just very boring to be doing the same thing everyday but i just can't help being in awe when i see Mr Ng's art pieces. ALAMAK DAMN GOD-LY can!!!! i cannot tahan!! it's insane!!!
some of his works.
just some of his work i could find online. wah i tell u, it's just so nice man. Looking at my own painting, it's... kanasai.
but still, i'm just not good at painting so obviously i cannot stand it la.. haiz. sorry teacher. i cant help it. but i dun mind sketching la XD
on the other hand, cause its just too bored at times so i just tried to find dramas to watch. As of now, i'm watching 18 禁不禁 (18 Censored or Not).
To tell you the truth, i didn't expect the show to be so freaking hilarious. Interesting at times yet still as hilarious. if you guys are free, just go watch it la. damn funny, got hot girls also wakakakaka XD
No worries man, no porn. just brief nudity but still DAMMMN funny!
2 more weeks to go. argh, must do well for the last assignment. CHIONG ARHHH!
Hmm... How do i start? I was actually shocked that you read my blog. I have no idea how you found it but it doesn't matter. You were the one who tagged right?
To say the truth, i read your blog at times too.
To tell you the truth, i didn't expect the show to be so freaking hilarious. Interesting at times yet still as hilarious. if you guys are free, just go watch it la. damn funny, got hot girls also wakakakaka XD
No worries man, no porn. just brief nudity but still DAMMMN funny!2 more weeks to go. argh, must do well for the last assignment. CHIONG ARHHH!
Hmm... How do i start? I was actually shocked that you read my blog. I have no idea how you found it but it doesn't matter. You were the one who tagged right?
To say the truth, i read your blog at times too.
Well yeah if you happen to see this.. i want this to be the last time i'm writing this kind of thing already. I have to stop before it gets so annoying to people.
I figure out that it will be hard for us to talk face to face, not even for me to ask you to come out. It's hard. so let's just put it here.
Am i wrong to say that you have not let go of the feelings? That's what i felt from reading what you wrote and i can't deny that i felt happy about it at that moment in time. I thought probably i could give it another shot. Well of course if i am wrong about you not being able to let go, oh well. What can i say.. sorry for being so ego lor.
Haha!
But if so, please don't. Trying to forget about something you are unwilling to let go, is that worth it? Probably facing it is the best thing to do. Well at least that's how i feel..
It's the same for me. I thought that i have let go but i realized i haven't.
When i listen to certain songs, they just remind me of the feeling and times we enjoyed together.
When i see the time 11:11, i start to wonder what you are doing.
When i look at the my old messages, i actually can't bear to clear the messages u sent to me.
I still remember the time when i tried to do things to win you back.
I tried to fold paper hearts and i actually used up a whole notebook from my brother. Of course the hearts look ugly. I did them in a rush...
I wrote a letter for you as well.
Still, these things never reach you because i fell sick during that time. But i guess its good they never reached you, phewww.... They probably lack of sincerity :/
Thinking back, i think they were foolish.. but i'm just that sort of guy :X
I started to wonder am i foolish to wait because it appears to me so. At the same time, it doesn't. Because isn't it right to fight for what you love?
I will let go because you are doing well and it's not right to intrude into your life with my annoying messages anymore.
I can't let go because i can't bear to see that you are trying but somehow the feeling still stays.
Don't be so negative and keep thinking that you don't want me to get hurt again. I'm okay with it. I seriously am. If i'm afraid of getting hurt, why am i still so persistent?
It's just i still don't understand what you fear and i can no longer get to you like i used to. I know you are afraid that it will be over sooner or later because we are at 2 different places all the time. There are still many others who are together despite studying at 2 different places. It doesn't make sense to look at the bad examples instead of the good ones hur.
Instead of thinking how it might end, shouldn't people think of how it can last. That should be how it goes, isn't it?
Perhaps you could think how we could work things out. Neither of us wants this to happen. Its because we are afraid that one day it will come. Of course someday it might come. But we will step over and get rid of it. Fall down seven times, get up eight times. That's how it goes. Trying our best, and even doing that can make things alot better and closer for us. Think about it..
Alamak i so long-winded. !#%!@##$&^!#$%@# *smack myself! :S*
I will still do so as i said and just wait, because that's just how much i want it. that's how much i love you..
Whether you happen to read this or not, feel angry/ annoyed or even cry. I'm sorry and it doesn't matter anymore. Don't need to feel emo or sad about it or even tag or blog about it. Pretend you never see.
This is the last time i'm doing this. fullstop liaooooooo. arrhhh... i feel so much better releasing all these.. shiok shiok.
If we ever meet again, just don't forget to say hello lor. Cheers!
HOLY SMOKESSSS.