in any case. First of all.
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just leave a message. no worries its just regarding racial harmony. World peace man! just help and write something good can le. of course be truthful la.
in any case, earlier on went to Singapore Art Museum with the class to see Wu Guan Zhong's art work. Damn nice. He's very talented and also a humble person. Go take a look at his art pieces if you want to.
from far it looks simple and easy but when you close up on his work. WHOA. total opposite. ever detail and stroke. whoa. now that's a professional.Since wednesday, my maid's gone back to Jarkarta at her son's house so my family have to split the responsiblity of taking care of my grandmother.
actually, most of it are done by my mom and i.
While my mom's home then i'm free.
While she's doing part time then i have to be the "Nanny"
Yeah some might think it sucks cause you have to be locked up at home. But somehow, i feel different. It's not the feeling of annoyed or boredom.
Or rather, i feel happy or proud about it.
I just feel that sense of responsiblity and well.. i can't describe but its a good feeling.
Although i don't really communicate with her and only attend to her when she needs to eat or other things like getting water for her, it still feels good.
In a way, how many of us kids, okay young adults, get the chance to take care of their grandparents like that. not many eh. Lucky me then :D
perhaps. or not so. perhaps..You may not be able to read this. well you don't know i have a blog.
but. i don't know.
i appear to have forgotten but i guess deep inside me that tiny tiny bit of feeling still remains.
whenever i pass by familiar places, part of the memories we shared just pops up in my mind.
But even so i just told myself to forget. there's really nothing i can do.
still, even if it is still a tiny bit it matters alot.
im a stubborn person.
if all is not lost, i will want to keep trying, especially if it is something that i want so much.
yes. alot.
often i think about a second chance, but i doubt it will ever come.
But even so, i wouldn't want to intrude when you're doing well.
i'm happy enough you are doing well.
we had a great time together. those were good memories.
but if ever.. that chance were to come. will you accept it...?