Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ Dots.
I feel so messed up now.
Messed up. What else to say?
Hello people.
Just posting to make this blog uhh.. alive?
anyway. holidays... boring.
and i must not have holidays if not i will be slacking like hell.
Playing computer like everyday non-stop sia. No life.
anyway, guess i will just post some random pics from recent outings. too lazy to write : D
During Audy's birthday outing:
(oh yeah~~)
Class chalet:
(*note the signature face of Fa Cai)
Some random pics. Time flies so quickly huh...
NP photos (for once i will put them up...)
the guys
i think it was during passing out parade?
Yeah. Huge family huh.
graduation :)
and now, this
crazy yet
fun class awaits :D
Okay, Yong signing out!
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ sleepless nights.
hey peeps.
hmm... its 3.50am now. i can't seem to sleep at all.. maybe cause i've taken a nap before this?
nah. i think its because i think too much.
yeah. been thinking alot recently..
anyway i will talk about that later on.
these few days been whoa for me.
went out with several sec 4 peeps to celebrate audy's birthday.
it was fun though, being able to see my old friends again. crap around with them, asking about how they are now and then.
watching shaun and fendy gaying with one another.
Banjamin eating non-stop, growing fatter hehe.
Gwen being her
usual self XD
Hope auntie audy likes her new monkey friend!
Well i guess the best part was acutally chatting with one of my best friends, Jin Yi.
Haha, i never knew we could chat for so long. I've always thought she was the hard-to-talk-to type. Guess i was wrong :X
Oh well, it felt great talking to her after so long :D thanks .. ahem
Chio Bu (For once i will call u that.. WAKAKA XD)
Other than that, there will be 4G chalet this coming tuesday to thursday.. well i want to enjoy it but then i realized my pocket is tight - . - DARN IT. money's always been the issue for me...
Aiya see how first.
Now, let's go deeper into my thoughts shall we..
Been thinking so much lately. Damn, you people should have never given me breaks at all. I always tend to think when i'm so darn free. alamak see la... now i suffer.
I've always been questioning myself. Who am i? what kind of a person am i?
obviously a person being him or herself should understand him or herself the most.
But for my case, it's a no-no.
Tried to set a quiz about myself to see how much people understand me and it turns out, i have difficulties setting questions even.
Who am i.. seriously?
I want to be who I used to be, the sort of person people can rely on when they have problems or questions. Now, i no longer seem to be that person anymore. everyone's growing up and maturing, now they can all solve their own problems. It's a good thing anyway.
kay, should stop here.
2 years of waiting.
Pick them up and blow them away like sand.
Yes.
No.
Which one is it?If you truly love someone, respect her choice and most importantly let her be happy :]
Yo peeps.
Well haven't been blogging for darn long.
because SOME-BOW-DI wants me to post. So
Here i am :]
acually. i damn tired to blog now - -. wanna sleep.
oh well.
Yeah, anyway finally, OUR BLOCK IS OVER!
APPLAUSE...2 weeks nia before we go back to "hell"... but still, better than nothing.
All along, class's been Fantastic.
MINDBLURSTTING.
well , because out class is a crazy yet fun class.
Of course we do have our own cliques here and there, but at least we can be crazy and wild at times.
Taking photos... all the random things that come out from our mouths... cannot sit still and concentrate on our work... yeah, Full of crap... but good crap.. Yeah. Weird way of putting it.
In any case, im darn tired after playing basketball 2 straight days - -
Tomorrow will be going out to celebrate Audy's birthday... hehe, she's so gonna die in my hands... i will irritate her nonstop!
So excited... WAHAHA.
Okay, i've random enough.
HARA :D
I realized i lied.
Saying it was all in the past and I'm fine.
Feeling that probably there was another someone.
And somehow i just feel disturbed by it.
I don't know what to do.
The only thing i can do, which i know,
Is to just move on and look forward.
Isn't that how it has to go no matter what I did or what i want to do?
Darn it...
DARN IT.