Late at night, 1 am+ and i'm still awake. Phew.. just that thoughts have been going through my mind all of a sudden today :/
somebody... i want a break T.T
Eversince year 2009 began, certain things happened suddenly and haven't been too great for me.
Been through emotional periods... ups and downs... thinking about all those just make me so tired. Sigh..
Whatever it is, i'm staying strong still. Still alive right.
Let me just write out my thoughts here..
Family wise.. sometimes i do see things which i'm not happy with. But of course i guess being the youngest in the family doesn't give me the right to speak. But thinking about how fortunate i am compared to some of the people i know, i have no right to complain either. But seeing those things just disappoints me at times..
Been working for near 3 months or so already.. i had pretty much adapted to the job better now and making lesser mistakes. The purpose is to earn money for school fees and now i know money don't come easily. Tiring to wake up and go stand for 5 hours. Man...
Myself.
Feel that I've somewhat changed eversince graduation. Better or worse... I don't know.
Sometimes... No, many a times, i see things in myself i want to change. Maybe i expect a little too much i guess. I'm more of a listener than a speaker. I think more than i execute. I can't help it that i find it hard to clique with people. When the other party speaks, i will listen and think more instead of replying them. I can't help it. Hopefully i become better when poly starts. Sigh..
Hmmm.. plans for this week?
Tuesday: Work in morning, evening onwards train basketball.
Wednesday: Train basketball
Thursday: Train basketball then chalet.
Friday: SGC collection (back to TK :])
Saturday: Outing
Sunday: Train basketball.
Time's ticking and i know my chances are slim.
But i just love the game so much that i talk more about it than i do about myself.
Even through playing video games, i managed to learn many things.. calling Plays, learning to be calm etc.
Still, i'm prepared to accept the fact that i will be rejected.
Oh well.. Here's some videos to cheer people up. It helps for me :]
I laughed my ass off that one. Next!
Another hilarious one!
Dwyane wade, the guy who inspired me to play the game better ;]Some quotes:
“You’ve got to respect the game and you’ve got to respect what the people that have played have done for the game.”
“I’ve stuck by being modest, honest and humble, because I think you’ll get more appreciated that way and we all want to be appreciated in this world.”
as for me, what do i always tell myself the most?
Give yourself only opportunites to improve than to think about anything else.
that's it. ciao.