Nothing much about today. Went off to work early this morning and reached homw around 4+. Then, i went downstairs to play basketball with a lot of people. Haha man they were tough. Now i know i've got so much more to do in order to be a better player.
Then, i got home, took a quick bath and had dinner. After that, i tried to slice fruits on my own and man they turned out... well... ****. Haha looking at their thickness can't stop amusing me XD
Now, now.. one thing's for sure. Culinary-related jobs aren't for me man, that's pretty sad to know though O.0
But hey, a man still need to know this simple stuff right, then next time my wife will be in luck... cause i will be able to help out mah XD. kay, enough of bad humor, shaun is still the best joker i know!
Kay that's all for today people! Ciao!
i tried so many times.. i struggled. I really did. But i don't know about you. You never told me anything, how you feel, what you really want... all you could say was that someday i will understand...?
those past memories often came reflecting back into my mind.. to tell you the truth, the first thing i always feel is that feeling of hurt and regret.
No point saying so much now, i know it's all over. But why can't i let it go..? What the hell is wrong with me?!
Nowadays i keep having dreams whenever i sleep, and i've already dreamt of you 4 times already.. Seriously, i don't wanna dream anymore.. No more please.
I struggled for 3 weeks and to others, it really is a dumb thing to do.
those past memories often came reflecting back into my mind.. to tell you the truth, the first thing i always feel is that feeling of hurt and regret.
No point saying so much now, i know it's all over. But why can't i let it go..? What the hell is wrong with me?!
Nowadays i keep having dreams whenever i sleep, and i've already dreamt of you 4 times already.. Seriously, i don't wanna dream anymore.. No more please.
I struggled for 3 weeks and to others, it really is a dumb thing to do.
Get over it, get over it!" That's all they could tell me.
Sometimes, i do feel it t"hat way.. I even wanted to hate you, i want to hate you for making me feel so tormented and leaving me in this freaking state.. but you know what? Despite all these thoughts coming in, i still can't let go.
I told many i've already gotten over it yet i'm still thinking...
Someone told me before, that i deserved better. But to me, it's the other way round.
I told many i've already gotten over it yet i'm still thinking...
Someone told me before, that i deserved better. But to me, it's the other way round.
Maybe you deserve better.
Ever since that day, i'm slowly starting to realize how much more i can do for myself. What i am supposed to focus on. Now i'm starting to set my own goals. For that, thank you..
At times when i looked at your blog secretly, i have the feeling you're changing, in a bad way. I still worry for you, not wanting you to change into a different person..
But now i can no longer be that person to take care of you. I no longer have that right to be that person. Just hope that you will do well on your own.. Be that person i used to love.
I will stick to that... You deserve someone better.
Now no more emo-ing Yong Xi. Past is past, present is present. You've got better things to do!
Ever since that day, i'm slowly starting to realize how much more i can do for myself. What i am supposed to focus on. Now i'm starting to set my own goals. For that, thank you..
At times when i looked at your blog secretly, i have the feeling you're changing, in a bad way. I still worry for you, not wanting you to change into a different person..
But now i can no longer be that person to take care of you. I no longer have that right to be that person. Just hope that you will do well on your own.. Be that person i used to love.
I will stick to that... You deserve someone better.
Now no more emo-ing Yong Xi. Past is past, present is present. You've got better things to do!
TIME TO MOVE ON YOU IDIOT.