haha, don't really know what to say today. Just DAMN SIAN.
Recently at work, i screwed up again.. i feel like swearing whenever i think about it. Nvm, must control my temper.
I've worked there for at least more than a month or near 2 months already and yet i'm still making mistakes.. Urgh why the fish is that happening?? luckily my boss never screw me upside down, even if he bui song he just kept quiet.
Somemore tomorrow got work again, thinking about it just make me damn sian.. argh, feel like screaming my lungs out..!!
People always say learn from your mistakes.. learn from your mistakes.. I tried that and i still make mistakes?! argh when will i ever stop being clumsy...?
Basketball for me is just so inconsistent. At times i'm okay, at times i'm not. Come on, if i wanna be good i need to be consistent right..? I can't even do something as simple as that? What is wrong with me o.0
But in any case i cannot expect results too soon, it takes time to know the results. I just need to hang on i guess... Hang on.
Normally at times like this i will be able to motivate myself to just get over it, be happy and just do better and make improvements. Right now i have no idea why i can't even do that.. O.0
Oh come on.. when will i ever ever be happy and cheerful like others..? Sometimes it's like no matter how hard i tried, it just won't happen. Argh, why's all this shit happening...
But i still need to cheer up lah.. there are others in situations worst than mine, why the heck am i even whining about mine?
Okay, cheer up man. Cheer up!! Past is past, present is present.
Okay, let's hope everything goes well soon. Ciao people!